[B][CENTER][SIZE="3"][COLOR="MediumTurquoise"]I do not know what chapter I am on...or page...o.o Did I book mark it? Shit. xD

But the books details really picked up after chapter 3, and I can understand the lack there of kind of before, so I apologize Mrs. Meyer for my previous remark, but I am still a little unhappy with your writing technique. I can't say why since it will be a spoiler no matter how I phrase the sentence, since it is obvious to what it would point out. :lol:
So it is safe to say I am still iffy. I have a sentence, which was a quote of the day, that cracked me up now that I understand it more. :lol:[/COLOR][/SIZE][/CENTER][/B]

[CENTER][B][SIZE="3"][COLOR="DarkOrchid"]Breaking Dawn Chapters 1-3 I cannot help but think of as boring :/
And the details are very minimal. I cannot envision anything.
What is up with that? I had to stop reading for
the night because of my disappointment so far.

Maybe it is because I am tired. Maybe it is because I have been reading more enjoyable books lately.(I HIGHLY recommend The Summoning by Kelly Armstrong)
Maybe I expected too much after reading The Host months back. I guess so far I just expect more. But hey, it is only the first 4 chapters. Maybe my opinion will improve.[/COLOR][/SIZE][/B][/CENTER]

[CENTER][SIZE="3"][COLOR="Purple"][FONT="Arial Narrow"]Over the last few months, there has either been a few deaths to family friends or relatives, or an anniversary(people I knew personally). Or a time limit set on someones life (today).

Lets make a list, Shall we?

March-
Aunt Monica (dad's oldest sister)- 3 year anniversary of death. Cancer

May-
Opa (dad's father)- 5 year anniversary of death. Heart attack. Retired Sergeant Major from the US Army. Retired from other things as well... My personal idol-like hero.
Mr. and Mrs. Stump (family friends)- Died within a week of each other. Old couple. I do not know cause of death precisely. (army)

June-
Dave S. (Friend of family)- Died from heart problems
Cliff(friend of family)- Died from lung froms. Honary soldier who fought in the Vietnam War, where he recieved many medals, including 3 purple hearts.
Uncle Luie's mom(friend of family)- I do not know what from.
Barry (family friend)- Diabetes
Mrs. Bags(family friend)- cancer
Great Uncle Sam- I do not know cause of death either. He was also in the army.

July-
Barry (family friend)- Cancer
Aunt Beth (Mom's older sister)- 1 year anniversary of death. Liver problems
Uncle Robert(mom's youngest sister's husband)- Found out he has a year to 2 years to live or something like that from some some heart-related fit.

August-
Great Aunt Margarette- I do not know death

November-
Noah(9 year old cousin at time of death, mother's side)- 2nd death, technically. Drowned at age 3. Revived after around 45min work. Comatose state 'til death, and essentially a vegetable the final year. 3 year anniversary of death coming up.

Other than that, there have been 3 other deaths unrecorded by me since I really do not know who they are, i never met them. They were old friends of my family.

There are other relatives as well. xD I do not know when they died and I do not remember ever meeting them either so yeah....

Basically, all these deaths, and anniversary of deaths, and an announcement of death are all kind of depressing....

However, how everyone is going lately, I wouldn't be surprised when we here of yet ANOTHER death.

Ugh....
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[CENTER][COLOR="Red"][FONT="Arial Narrow"]Once a week, typically on a Saturday, my family goes out to eat at a restraunt. Any other day of the week, we cook ourselves. This week my mom was craving a good hamburger. She says the Chili's has the best hamburgers in down.

Everyone in my household knows I hate their food. I have tried 4 different dishes, one for each time we went their, and all were repulsive. Well, the except for the tilipia I had on the last visit. It's only problem is what it was over spiced.

This go around, I tried the chicken taco. I hate really spicy food, so I asked for them to make it with the pico de gallo to be on the safe side this time. However, the description said NOTHING about sauce being on it. I never except a restraunts sauce on food. I rather it be on the side so I can try it. I am not a big sauce person. Hell, when we have spaghetti, I put literally about half a teaspoon of sauce on it.

So thusly, when I recieved my order I was disgusted. My dad asked me to give it a chance, so after glaring at him, I took a bite. I thought I would gag. It was disgusting and the chicken had a lot of fat. -_- I hate fat.

My sister liked it however, so we brought it home and I was stuck munching off the french fries on my mom's and her plate. There was much left.

In conclusion, I am sitting her hungery since the only thing I have had to eat all day was I bite of that chicken taco, about a handful of fries, and a half a donut this morning.

I am so making onion soup tonight. xD I think that is going to be my new Saturday evening dinner plan since the last few restraunts we have went to I do NOT like. I will just start cooking my own dinner. xD [/FONT][/COLOR][/CENTER]

[CENTER][COLOR="DarkOrchid"]Well, apparently my family sees me as a harsh individual who only shows the occasional sign of friendliness or something like that. This little conversation somehow led to this direction when I meerly stated that I did not think my Great Aunt liked me. Not that I minded too much since I do not takely lightly to hypocritical bitches who stur up old arguments and feeling in my family too much.

Anyways, it led to both my mom and dad telling me that I a always push people away and was pretty harsh to some people and had an attitude a lot of times and that I was not going to get a good job or lasting friendships if I continue to act the way I do. I simply replied I can fake it quite easily. My sister had to open her mouth and said I need to fake it all next school year.

Quite frankly, I am not a people person. And it doesn't matter how much I push people away since for some abnormal reason I still make friends at school that try to latch on to me and make me more sociable each year. It is awkward.

What my family, more importantly my parents, does not realize it is certain actions and incidents in my family that made me the way I am and why I have so many different personalities depending on what the situation calls for. I honestly do not think my family remembers that I saw and heard when I was little when it was my father himself who yelled for me to wake my grandmother to call the police. I do not think the realize that every time my mother does to the hospital that my mind reverts and replays that five year old experience in my head.

Which it makes it all the more amusing in a dark way that my mid older sister's recently ex-boyfriend said I was the only normal one of three sisters. Oh how little does he and my family know. :sarcasm:[/COLOR][/CENTER]