There was an attack in NYC yesterday and it's my fault :(

I am so sorry to those that this attack have affected, I hope that all of my friends are safe and sound, but I hate that I let this attack happen

Please be safe everyone

How could it possibly be your fault?
o-O

I'm wondering the same. Are you okay, Ava?

homeland security will be after me soon enough,
Once they understand that I could have stopped it, but I didn't because I didn't listen...

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I just feel so bad..
So many people died and were injured and I could have stopped it

I won't let this happen anymore so don't worry
I am gong to put some money in the mailbox and I hope that whoever put the chip in will see this and come and get the money, that way there will never be another horrible thing like this on the news of the time of the days so that soon we'll be safe and okay

I promise so I am really really really sorry for any one who got hurt

It is not your fault though, you weren't the one who did the thing. :(
People make threats all the time and there's no real way for the typical person to know how genuine a threat is.

I don't really know what happened but -big hugs-
I wish I had something better to say...

Ava: You are NOT responsible, at all, for anything that SOMEONE ELSE has chosen to do!
As humans - we all have free will to chose to do whatever we want -- good or bad, and NO ONE ELSE is responsible for what others chose to do.

There is nothing to forgive, because you did absolutely nothing wrong! Nothing wrong at all!

Ava love are you on course with things?
please post and let me know.
or private message me <3

I know that typing. Ava, did you stop doing something you know you're supposed to be doing even though you don't want to? And no, I'm not talking about the attack.

I know what you're thinking and I really don't need it anymore
I am fine

Someone who's fine without it doesn't end up back in the hospital every time. Is that what you wanna do? You wanna go back to the hospital? You wanna leave everybody who loves you, everybody who makes you happy, and go back to that stupid hospital?

Ava, you are not fine. You may not think that you need the meds, but whenever you go off of them -- bad things happen, like you feeling like these things are your fault.. THINGS LIKE THESE ARE NOT YOUR FAULT. It may not feel like you need the meds but you do need the meds, and yes, Amane is right, every time you do something like this -- You ALWAYS do end up back in the hospital. So PUT yourself first and don't let yourself do this to yourself again. You NEED the meds, you are not okay, and it may feel like you are but you are not acting normal.

Originally Posted by Ava The Vampire

I know what you're thinking and I really don't need it anymore
I am fine

Ava... are you not taking then again? You know we worry about you when you do that. Your behavior off your meds scares us a little... We don't want you to get hurt.

There is no way you could have caused that. If thoughts could cause calamities, our world would be in ruin.
The voices don't always know best nor do they always know the truth.
Thoughts like that should be challenged, not accepted