Well see, if it's fiction and gender queer just happens to be part of it, then I'm not so bleh about it. But if it's the main focus it bugs me because it just makes me more and more frustrated that I'm in the situation that I'll never have the physical body I want for many reasons.

It kinda makes me want to die, if that makes any sense. >.< God, sorry if that sounded emo, it wasn't emo though...