Thank you so much. I think I would have to do there whatever is necessary at the time. Helping with organisation, maybe cleaning, being a native speaker (it's a language school!) for german, doing stuff at the PC and so on.
I'm always soooo happy if I manage to understand a single sentence of it. Gives me the feeling the learning helps. At the moment I'm waiting for an email, that tells me, if I can work in japan next summer for a month, I'm so nervous...
There is hiphop I like too (although it's not too much), but the songs about money, cars and easy women are really not my stuff. For example there are some songs from eminem I like and some german things.
Wow, that really sounds like a cool hairstyle. Maybe people don't overlook you at all. There might be the ones who admire your style, but are to shy to look you right into the eye. I'm sure there are some that don't dare to look until you are not looking in their direction. And of course there will be the ones who just don't like gothic at all. But who cares about them, right?
Smart is hard to define, so don't tell me you're not, because you may be smart in many different ways. ;)
So you don't dress in real live like in mene? Because, if you would not be easy to overlook I guess.
Yeah it worked!
I can't stay angry for long either, although it seems necessary sometimes. There are a few people how need that before they take you serious (obviously not the smartest ones).
Yeah the selfconfidence problem,... I really wish there was a formula that always worked, because I've met many people who are smart and everything but they have no selfconfidence and are overheard so often.
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