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Not much happened today. I stayed up until 8 am. I wanted to stay up all day, but that didn't work out. Woke up around 3:30 in the afternoon and chilled. I was supposed to fix my corset, I think I'll do that later this evening. I've got work tomorrow and Tuesday. Gah. At least I get paid this week. I'll have about 400 bucks in the bank now. Sweeet. I have father's day presents to buy so yeah, I'll need it. I'm thinking of buying some clearance things online, I still have yet to buy two sets of this month's cis, and I'm really starting to get into this punk thing. My look feels so boring and worn out now. I'm more prep-dressed [without the name brands] than punk, but I'm thinking some good punk items in my closet will help me in case I feel like dressing up. Speaking of dressing up, I'm thinking of getting [and or making] some more dresses. I have three casual ones in my closet. One that doesn't look good on me anymore and another that I don't really like [brown/green stripes bleh]. The other one I just wore, but it takes all sorts of hell to fix me up so I look good in it. I want something that I can practically throw on and look awesome in, thanks. :/ I shouldn't have to conform to the dress.
Speaking of dresses too, I still have to finish my Una dress. I'm hoping to work on it Thursday or so. Omgoshhhh I can't believe we're filming the movie on Tuesday and Wednesday!!!!!
It's seriously going to be awesome. Problem is, it's mostly adlib and I'm not really good at acting. If I have a rehearsed speech, it's sooooooo much better. I'm sure chica will be great since she's awesome at freestyling [rapping too], but I'm not good at all. When I make a rap, I have to write it down, go over it a few times, see if there's anything that's better, etc. Things don't automatically come to my mind like with chica. I did make one confessional which is what I'll probably use, and I don't think I'm doing more than one confessional, maybe two and the other one will probably just be me talking about arriving there which is pretty easy for the most part.
It's the other parts which freak me out. Like what I'm going to say when I meet up with chica's character and what to say...though I'm sure we won't say much of anything, but what I'm going to talk about with the other people. I'm thinking maybe conversing a little bit with the bookworm and Julio, though I don't think I can manage to really see eye to eye with the other characters. Perhaps Jayvee's character [the chef], but I doubt it. Definitely not chica's character, and not the frat boy or model. Oh! Nina's character I could talk to too. Hahaha. This is so weird though. Have I mentioned how much I hate adlibing?
How come whenever I intend to write a small blog, it comes out huuuuge with tons of rambling and when I want to write something bigger, like essays, it comes out much smaller? o.0 I find that incredibly odd. Maybe I should decide that I want a three page essay and have it come out to be seven pages. XD
I dunno. Whatever.

Let's see...dressed up yesterday in that terrible dress I told you about earlier where it takes forever to get ready. I didn't even know I had to dress up until the last minute. Baddddd. And I was rushing so we were twenty minutes late and my corset kept poking me so when we got there after a while, I excused myself to the CR to take it off. When I got there, I couldn't shove it in my small bag so I looked everywhere for a bag to put it in and found an empty clear trash bag I decided to use. I know, icky, but still I had nothing else so I shoved it in there, and tied it up, and walked back to my seat which was conveniently one of the closest to the bathroom. :] We were stuck at an overflow table because people took our seats. Ugh. Whatevers. I didn't want to sit with those bitches anyways. Ma told me to bring my ipod so right when I stuck it in my ear, she would say something or talk to the people across from us and try to get me in the conversation. Bitch. You wanted me to bring my music, don't get me to talk. I'm doing this because you bought my clothing and I owed you.
Speaking of that, it should come in tomorrow or Tuesday. I can't wait, seriously. It's going to be freaking spectacular. OH! And I found lipstick in the kitchen [I know, wtf?] that was the same shade as the one I was using, but in MUCH better condition. The other one was dying on me and near falling off so it took forever to get it right on my lips. I swear I near used ten tissues.

Gah. Enough rambling. I'm going to play snake because I spent so much gold and need to gain it back, then I'm going to fix my corset, and go to sleep [early I hope].
Laters. <3
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