Stress Is Not Good For The Soul

[FONT="Century Gothic"][SIZE="2"][COLOR="Navy"]I have to say, that I get stressed way to easily. I can't wait for my cousin to go back to his mother, because my uncle lives with me, my mother and my grandparents, we have to live with my cousin every other week.

Get this, I have been promised by my grandmother that if he acts up he'll get sent home, but it doesn't matter how badly he behaves he stays the entire week. God that sucks! It's not that I don't like my cousin, but I would like him a lot more if I didn't co-habitate with him every other week.

And added that my cousin and her brother's girlfriend were in a car accident just last week, my cousin is facing charges for reckless driving over that, my uncle's ongoing legal problems (hence why he is staying with us) and other family troubles.

I haven't eaten since mid-afternoon, when I had lunch, it's now dinner time and I can't eat. I am so stressed that my reflux is acting up so badly I know I won't be able to keep any food down. And that is just the most pleasant symptons of my reflux.

Days like this make me feel like maybe I should just kill myself and pray that I have a better go at it next time around.[/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT]