Want Job. x.x

what do they EXPECT you to think when they tell you to find a job so you can move out?

Oh, I don't know.. that they want you out of their house? I'm tired of telling my family I -am- job hunting and I'll move out when I have the money. Right now I'm still broke and I job hunt for hours EVERY single day, and I've gotten nothing yet.

They make it like I'm just sitting here doing nothing all day and living off of them like my idiot of a stepbrother and his wife. I am NOT like them. I didn't get knocked up and quit high school. I graduated, with high marks. I went to college, sure I was forced to go by my mom who panicked and made me go straight out of high school to a technical college I didn't want to go to.

If she'd have given me time, I'd have went to a better college and taken something I could actually get a job in.

But every single day she walks by and asks why I haven't found a job, have I hunted for one that day, telling me if I got a job I'd be able to move out.

Sometimes when she tells me, I think all she wants is for me to pay her back for all of the years I've lived with her. I will, I know I will. I'll end up paying her every single penny I get when I get a new job. My last job I had I spent most of my money buying things for my family.