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Venting is Good for the Soul 7-31-11

Venting is Good for the Soul 7-31-11

Posted 07-31-2011 at 10:42 PM by Nova_Alchemist
Updated 08-02-2011 at 07:24 PM by Nova_Alchemist (statement!)
[COLOR=Red]Sick of the pain, tired of the tears. I only wish for something that probably will never come... People leaving for the netherworld of far way... When they leave they never come back... Just want to hide away and never be found... I'm not leaving damn it! I don't want to... My chest hurts, it's probably my heart breaking again... I'll admit something to myself right here, right now.. I'm afraid of fading... I don't like the fighting.. I hate the screaming! I have everything I need to live except one thing.. a heart that can be healed... Even with all the people who I love and hold so close.. it's always breaking... I've lost so much in so little time... I feel like all seven deadly sins put together in one no matter how many times I try to escape it... I hate it! I make people laugh and smile without actually trying and it makes me die a little more inside when they cry... Tears.. more unseen tears that flow... My tears mean nothing. They only reflect the pain I hide for the sake of keeping everyone happy... If I cry people worry.. so I try not too unless I'm alone... [/COLOR][COLOR=Red]((this has nothing to do with anyone on here, it's more so what goes on in the real world))[/COLOR]
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