NEED HELP

[COLOR="Red"]ok, i mention somewhere on a blog that i don't know much about the "love"area. that means things like someone having a crush on me or if someone was to ask me to be their girlfriend......
which is [/COLOR][SIZE="7"][COLOR="Blue"]EXCATLY WHAT HAPPEN TODAY!!!![/COLOR][/SIZE][COLOR="Cyan"]I made a new friend about almost 2months ago(near the beginging of october)We have lunch together so we have a chance to chat. we both love japan,anime,and are wierdos.
So whats the thing im freaking out about(theres more than one)[/COLOR][COLOR="Olive"]1)I only ever had one boyfriend, Duckie(to those who have read my blog of Duckie you know he is not all that warm hearted...but he changed)[/COLOR][COLOR="DarkSlateGray"]2) I am freaking out because there have only been 2 people(not counting duckie)that ever said they loved/really liked me[/COLOR][COLOR="YellowGreen"]3)I don't really care when it comes to age differnet
but i am not thinking it as "age difference"but "grade difference"[/COLOR][COLOR="DarkRed"]I don't know if i need advie or just a friendly word from a person but I am going to say yes and here is why:I give any guy afirst chance.(not a lot of guys ask me out)[/COLOR]hope i don't like I looking for attention.