Why?

I thought long and hard about. First thing is first, I want 3 piercings. When I got my snakebites on my birthday it was 108$ for them. I don't know if we would have enough for all 3 of them.

Second reason I might have to get my rings taken out and replaced with studs to allow room for the swelling.

Finally I don't want to get them done and wait the minimum one month period after piercing to go back and have them refit me with a smaller gauge piece of jewelry. Especially since I now know that I will have to be back in California before August 15th.

So instead I'll most likely ask Owner to get me another small bag that says: I <3 My Seme and the Sonic screwdriver pen. Then most likely some time next month I'll have Owner get me a bigger messenger bag style bag that also says: I <3 My Seme.

Mostly because I need a new messenger bag since my last HIM one got obliterated from so much use and my Medic bag wont fit college required books anyways so it works out.

Other than that there's nothing else much going on. I'll be getting my next DEPO shot today. Which I'm really relieved in getting since one my cramps and cysts are under control and two because I dont want any kittens yet.

Blargh I also need to start breaking in my sketchbook and my tablet. Which I'm gonna do once I finish posting lol.

I'm still open for texting buddies. US only since I don't think I have international texting.

OH! I'm also looking for band reccomendations. I'm looking for folk metal or melodic metal. If anyone knows of any please let me know! Thanks.

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Now playing: My Train of Thoughts-Kamelot

Yeah I had nothing better for a title so sue me.

Truth be told I haven't gone to Totem Tattoo yet. Originally we were supposed to go on Sunday but they were closed and then we were going to go yesterday to at least get a price quote and to at the very least make an appointment to actually get the piercings done. But being me like always I had a really bad reaction to the greasy KFC chicken the night before and then around 3:40pm I went to take a nap and didn't wake up til about 10:25pm.

So hopefully we might go after a quick stop at Wal*Mart to get a package of socks.

Sunday Owner, myself and Dan went to the mall and Owner got me a new pair of shoes. It's literally the first new pair I've gotten in like 10 years. All my other shoes are hand me downs or from the second hand stores. Sad fact of my poor hobo life.

Then we walked from the mall across the way to Hoopla's which is basically like Chuck E Cheese with a bit of Dave & Buster's. Dan wanted to play mini golf but it was full of people and it was 8$ per person so Owner said it would be better to come back during the regular week when no one is there.

After checking out Hoopla's we walked up to Target and got Icee's. We went to Michael's too cuz I wanted a sketch book because I've been hankering to draw. So I got a cool sketchbook that's a sketchbook/journal/Portfolio and I also got an artist inky pen.

Other than that it's been pretty tame here. Waiting for Thursday to get my next shot. Organizing my poems and fiction. I have so many unfinished fics its not funny. I'm thinking about completely rewriting them too. While Owner is at work and while we hang out at Dan's place.

I will also take requests or ideas that you want to see written down. Though I do want to put this out there the majority of my actual fiction is erotic romance or violent stuff from say Saw, Hostel, Texas Chainsaw Massacre, House of 1000 Corpses.

I can do non erotic romance but the rest will most likely have to be a collab since like I said my writing high points are pretty much smut and snuff film kinda stuff. XD

So pretty much thats about it for now.

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Now playing: Novembers Doom - Not The Strong

I was with Owner at his friend Dan's house. They were out on the porch smoking and drinking, just hanging out and since I can't smoke and I don't like drinking (LE GASP A 22 YEAR OLD WHO DOESNT LIKE DRINKING??!?! BLASPHEMY!) so I stayed inside and I had my netbook with me.

So I did what most bored people do and I put my Zune program on and started writing. I started a Little Mermaid themed fic with a lesbian twist on it. Then I got bored of that and went through some of my older fics that sadly, remained unfinished.

After picking an unfinished fic I began to finish it to the music of The Moon and The Nightspirit, which is a really great band. I love it.

I had written about a page worth of the ending to this particular fic and went to go save it when it told me that it was "READ-ONLY" mode and to save it with a different extension. I save with a .txt and then once it was saved I realized I didnt save it to the FICS folder in My Documents.

This is where I got angry with myself.

Why?

Because I tried going back to look for the file and I cannot find the stupid file and it bugs me because I really liked what I wrote and I doubt I'd be able to rewrite what I had written already.

Anyways today once Owner gets off work we'll be going to Wal*Mart to look for a good pair of shoes, then maybe out to the mall if I can't find anything I like at Wal*Mart.

Then hopefully after that we'll be going to Totem Tattoo and see about getting a placement and price qoute on getting the last three lip piercings I want. Depending on what they say for placement and price we might even get them right there and then. Which would be the best case, worst case I'll be only getting one labret in the middle of my snakebites.

Owner really wants to go ghost hunting tomorrow night but we gotta talk to Dan since he's been to the place before and he'll be driving us so yeah. I'll post more about that once I know what's going on.

Thats it for now.


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Now playing: The Moon And The Nightspirit - Osforras

Last night Owner and I were walking to Turkey Hill because he needed some smokes and that was the only store that's open really late. We were having a lot of fun giggling and joking around. We got to the store and got what he needed and I got a soda.

We walked past this really old cemetery and Owner told me that the reason the cemetery affected me so much was because 95% of the time the front gates are opened and there's a side of the fence where it looks like it caved in.

Then we started giggling and making more jokes because we were gassy from the chili Owner's dad made. We went down through this alley that we go through a lot instead of cutting through the park because it was starting to get chilly and we wanted to get home quickly before I got chilled or cold enough to get sick.

So we came out of the alley and crossed the street and there are trees with a lot of over hanging branches. Owner is walking in front of me because we see a young woman with a stroller. Figuring that she was probably at a relatives house and heading to her own.

That's when things got weird. Owner has a habit of saying "Hi how's it going" or some quip about the weather and how nice it is. The woman doesn't say anything. By this time I'm highly bothered by this woman and staying quiet and keeping my eyes on the ground.

Owner tries to be polite and moves out of her way because of the stroller but she moves in front of him and he tries to move out of the way again and she still tries to move in front of him.

Finally we get to the corner of block, only a few houses before getting back home. Visibly shaken I tried to keep my composure, Owner took a look back and the woman was completely gone. We aren't too sure if she was just hidden behind some bushes or if she went into one of the houses.

We both made it into the house, I began to cry and as Owner's mom gave me a hug, he explained that he looked at her and she had what looked like either cobwebs or a tattered wedding veil over her face. I, of course didn't see that because I was trying to not freak out.

Owner thinks that the woman might live in one of the halfway homes for rehabilitating mental patients. Which I think would make sense since her "aura" didn't feel human, but at the same time didn't feel demonic or malevolent either.

So that was our weird encounter last night. Think what you want, all I'm doing is merely relating the facts.

Kyo woke with small realization of where he was. He rose from the bed shaking his tiredness away and stratching his strong arms. He twitched his ears and curled his tail stretching the muscles in both as he let his tail fall he walked slowly to the bathroom his white and pink tail dragging on the white wooden floor. His tail was long and if he wasn't careful his tail dragged constantly. It was one of the things Bri had loved about him. His tail, he shivered remembering the first time he had made love with Bri. She had him in a kiss and he had wanted to try other ways. Bri was always firmly with him and would let him try whatever he wanted he remembered. But she never screamed with pleasure as he did no matter where he was. She only screamed when that one place of hers was touched. He got to the bathroom and got in the shower when he felt a distinct heaviness on his tail. He lifted it and the bottom of his tail was red and black. He looked at what he had trailed through and saw his stalker chained up with Bri's wing feathers. And Bri's wings covering her. A large pool of blood surrounding her. He ran over his body panicking. He felt her pulse, nothing. He felt for warmth, ice cold. He felt for breath, nothing. Then he remembered what Bri was and quit checking for normal things. He lifted her wing and saw the dagger and slowly removed it as he watched bri's wings disenegrate. He sobbed softly as they died. He called the police. And looked at the calendar. June 18th. Oh hell. He had slept for three days. When he called he told them to hurry and whispered sweet nothings to Bri. As he looked at his stalker who was passed out near the window. Kyo kissed Bri gently and sobbed. There was a noticeable size difference between his Stalker and Bri. Bri was five foot three and his stalker was six foot seven. He kissed Bri's neck. He loved Bri. When the police arrived they took both Bri and his stalker away. Leaving Kyo alone watching them leave.