It needs to be June. I am due to go to San Fransisco then. Two weeks of no work! I can tell you, I need it. I really dread going to work these days and I somewhat dread being here. I just want to be left alone. Stay home and nap in the sun all day and play with my yarn. But as far as jobs go, mine isn't all that bad. After all, I am writing this at work and before doing this, I was working on a hat pattern.

Hat pattern! I made a hat yesterday and the couple days before (have made 2. The first one wasn't as good as this one here, I am wearing). Now I feel I am confident and skilled enough to make a pattern of my own. It's going to be the same style of droopy muffin cap but it's going to have a different design. I look forward to this.

Life is quiet and good. I wish my boyfriend would have more sex with me and I hope he finds a job soon but all in all, there isn't a TON to complain about.

Mom is still being a brat and I think one of her friends may be living with us temporarily. Her dog attacked my dog yesterday or the day before (though my dog deserved it). Ma just needs to be beaten...or something. She needs to see that she is being really inconsiderate. I understand that she is going through a hard time and I am doing my best to keep her needs in mind but she has totally forgotten/decided to ignore the feelings of Panda and I.

I went to go see Cirque Du Soleil last night with work! It was amazing! I have seen some circuses in my day but this is truly unique. It made me miss the theater. Hard core. I started to cry.

I sort of hurt Panda's feelings last night when I told him that there is nothing I have ever loved more in this world than working in the theater. I can't help it. It's true. There is nothing I have ever been more passionate about in my life.

I would love to start again here at a community theater but I think it would end my and Panda's relationship. When I work the theater, I am a no nonsense sort of person. Even more so than I am now. I get things done quickly, on time and with as little bull shit as possible. I am fast and fiery and independent. I am also quite a romantic. Understand I am no actor. I am a techie. But that is just what working theater does to me and I don't think Panda would appreciate either of those things because in my experience, no man does. That is why I buried those parts of me. Panda would get jealous of my love for the theater. He wouldn't see why I love it so much nor would he care...So I just...keep going...how I am going. He won't understand.

Right. Well.

One quick spell check and off I go.

Recently during the latest Easter event we had to search all over Mene to look for hidden egg baskets. Not being that great with the clues myself, I decided to just check ever Mene page I could possibly think of in search of the little treasures. Randomly, during my search, I just so happened upon a Yu Yu Hakusho RP! And... It just so happened that my favorite character, Yoko Kurama, hadn't been taken yet! Needless to say, I applied and was accepted to [[URL="http://www.menewsha.com/forum/community/roleplaying-forum/fan-based/149384-yu-yu-hakusho-secrets-dark-now-accepting.html"]Yu Yu Hakusho: Secrets of the Dark[/URL]].

So, for at least the duration of this RP, I'm back on Mene. Things have been moving along nicely and I'm happy that the RP is moving very quickly for the average Mene thread. I'm hoping that it ends up to be long-lived since most of the RPs I join happen to have fairly short lifespans. The people playing seem to be pretty dedicated to it though so hopefully things will continue well.

In other news I updated my profile to add a profile pic and changed up the colors just a little bit. I also weeded out my friends list and I think I recognize pretty well everyone who's on there. (Damn my inability to keep certain internet people straight. >.<) I've also done a bit of updating on my [[URL="http://www.menewsha.com/forum/gaming/quests/95307-zigbigadorlubes-quest.html"]Quest Thread[/URL]] and started my own [[URL="http://www.menewsha.com/forum/gaming/menewshan-exchange/124274-zigbigadorlubes-shop-s-phoenix-jubilee-2008-event-items-b-bunnies-t-2010-east-eggs.html"]Shop[/URL]] so feel free to check them out! Visitors are always welcome. ^_^

I'm pretty sure I clicked that suspicious-looking "Save Draft" button down there. Perhaps I didn't do it right; my clicking abilities must have suffered from that large amount of time away from the computer. (Texticulars are strange in that there is no inflection to make sarcastic statements obvious)
Unless someone can tell me how to get to the supposedly saved draft, it seems the beguiling button has lost my blog post for ever and ever.
Help?

In the mean-by, I feel like entertaining whomever is reading this, despite the substantial chance of that being absolutely no one...
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White-Haired Man Whom I Shall Name Herbert: [/B](Spilling his bottle of ink for the second time) Nyyyehh! Why the Hell amn't I just using a ballpoint pen? Gross, it got on my new socks...

[b]Pink-Haired Gal I Shall Name Sue[/b]: (apparating behind Herbert) O HAI!

[b]Herbert:[/b] I thought I smelled vanilla... Where'd you come from?

[b]Sue:[/b] Classified info, babe; wHat are you up to?

[b]Herb:[/b] I'm trying to write a blog, see? I just can't seem to work the whole thing out.

[b]Sue:[/b] LET ME HELP. This is the sort of thing I'm best at!

[b]Herb:[/b] Really? That's great! Let's see... Well, first of all, what's this thing for?

[b]Sue:[/b] You mean a blog in general? It's just something to express your thoughts, feelings and experiences through!

[b]Herbie[/b]: Interesting!

[B]SUE:[/b] (Stares at Herbs expectantly) ...

[b]Herbs:[/b] W-what is it?

[b]Sue:[/b] ...

(four minutes pass thusly)

[b]Sue:[/b] :shock:

[b]Herbz:[/b] WHAT DO YOU WANT?!

[b]Sue:[/b] (frowning) You broke the chain. Dude, we were on a roll! Six lines of sentences ending in prepositions!

(The reader scrolls up to count)

[b]Herberttle:[/b] Oh my! I'm sorry, I didn't even realize! I guess I messed up...

[b]Sue:[/b] NO, don't even try to-- just, no...

[b]Herbet[/b]: Sorry... Can you just help me with my blog?

[b]Sue:[/b] No.

[b]Sherbet:[/b] :gonk:

[b]Sue:[/b] I will give you one tip, if you really want it.

[b]Herbert:[/b] Oh yes! Please do!

[b]Sue:[/b] Blogs exist on the internet. What you physically write down a blank book does not appear on the internet.

[b]Herbie[/b]: (ponders) ... What if I try really hard?

[b]Sue:[/b] NO

[b]Herberth[/b]: Even if I write with a feather instead of a pen?

[b]Sue:[/b] ESPECIALLY NO

[b]Herbert:[/b] (looks at scribbles in the notebook and his ink-stained socks) This... This is lame.

[b]Sue:[/b] Yes, but at least your non-internetstical blog will never lose your saved blog draft.

Simee blog has been updated. :D Simers, go take a peek!

[url]http://www.menewsha.com/forum/blogs/lathrine/5980-i-want-simee.html[/url]

I'd expected spring break to fly by quicker. lol

But the days going by slowly isn't bad. I mean, spring break is going to go slowly. It's not bad. Except I keep thinking it's summer instead of spring break. Did I mention that already? lol

I'm thinking maybe on Friday, we'll have the sleepover with Veena and Steph. Because Rae and I and Steph have had a sleepover... And Veena's moving [insert sobbing] so we all have to spend one night together. Do what we love. Just the four of us.

Without annoying Payal. GODDAMMIT SHE IS SO FUCKING ANNOYING. I JUST WANNA... I don't know. Make her move away or something. I hate her sooooo much. So annoying, that girl. Such a wannabe. She keeps following us around and fucking copying Steph! Seriously? PAYAL GET OUT OF HERE!!

*sigh*