ouch. dunno why but my hand hurts. and its not the normal hurt. its the aching that happens inside hurt. though i cant wait for tomorrow. just got addicted to guitar hero... god the guys from the internet cafe are loud... and annoying.... ah well... what can i do...

So every so often I go into the Art Requests forum and see all sorts of fab things I could submit art to. Like Rvaya's thing (OMG Sceptres!) or Linapoo or other awesome stuff like that.

And then Lenna gets lazy and forgets.

Spring Break is next week. I need to do some of this, but only after I finish my art shop commishes. Did I mention that? OMG I actually have commishes! YAAAAAAY!

Makes me so super happy!

So yeah.

:D FWEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
I go home tomorrow. SO I can do moar moar moar arts then.

But I gotta studify now for Biochem. Dx

i never dared to like someone when i was younger, because if i did he would break my heart in the end. I kept my feeling burried and didnt let anyone get to it. since my highschool year started i have had a crush on this boy for the longest time. For a while i thought he was into me because he would always give me a compliment and grin and tell me i was pretty in my own way. in his words" your pretty because you different and you have your own style and attitude." that was just after i sed i wished i was cute and popular like he is. So i finally let down my shield and let him get to me, but then like usual something came up. i thought i had a chance for once.

[COLOR="Red"]I noticed that he would always walk with this one girl to the stairs, but nothing ever happened until today. He kissed her so i walked away. I didnt care for that but only the fact ever since that he never talked to me the same.[/COLOR]

all i want to know is why can't i ever have a guy, just one, that would kiss me like he did to her? Am i not pretty enough do i need to be that kind of slut that lets anyone do anything for me to get some love. If anyone ever had this problem i would appreciate hearing it. i don't want to be the only girl that feels this way.

OK well lets see
I'm testing this place out
seeing how it compares to Gaia
so far I'm naked and I can't afford clouths
there's very few games
but still the avatars appall me with they're vast unique verity :P

[SIZE="3"][FONT="Century Gothic"]I like to play games,
& I play [I]Snake[/I] most often because it's easiest to earn gold..

But today I suck at it.
& thats sad.

Straight into the wall I went.
Continuously.
I don't know what's wrong with my fingers today.
:o[/FONT][/SIZE]