[CENTER]I forgot i had a blog. Man, I'm a little slow. Well anywho I'm in a very self satisfied mood because i got a really good report card!!! woot. yay for me. I also REALLY want a nap but I proabaly won't have one cause it's already like 7:39.

I want a carrot. A big, bugs bunny carrot. like "ehh, whats up, doc?" XD that's the most random craving. but i think i have one in mii fridge.

nummy.

-Luv Explosive Rainbows[/CENTER]

[COLOR="DarkSlateBlue"][FONT="Palatino Linotype"][SIZE="2"]There are quite a few things that I want to do, most of which are art related...and well I find myself either being totally lazy and not doing anything at all

Or doing a little and being content with it. I can't remember the last time I was excited about something that I'd drawn...and its not like they look bad or anything like that.

I'm just not happy with any of it...

at all...

I wonder what I should do about it.

All in all I think that I've gotten four thing drawn that I really like out of the nine that I've done. But on the down side of that...it took me a little over a month to get it done. >.>

I mean even though I work full time Mon-Fri and go to the gym Mon-Fri in the mornings before work and I come home clean, take care of my pet, find time for places like this, and hang out with friends from time to time...I feel like I should try harder. Or something...>.>

All in all I think that there isn't much else to say on the matter. Wish me luck. [/SIZE][/FONT][/COLOR]

[I][FONT="Book Antiqua"][SIZE="3"][COLOR="DarkOrchid"]I was thinking, and it popped into my head for--no reason, really. You remember in school where you were supposed to write journals? Maybe you still do, wherever you are. And then, funnest of the funs, you got to read them out loud.

I generally took "journal" pretty seriously, and actually wrote about semi-meaningful things. So one time we were supposed to write about something that... I don't remember if it was just an unpleasant experience, or a frightening one... Something to that effect. So, because I was nine or ten (one or the other), and I had recently visited my grandparents--one with a heavily developing case of Alzheimer's--I wrote about the time that my grandmother didn't recognize me at all and thought that she was a child, too. Which WAS heavily creepy and sad at the time to me. (It's still sad. I think it would affect me less now, but I was an angsty kid.) And then I was called on to read this out loud to the entire class.

...........

Funnily enough, I did NOT want to talk about this in class. So I randomly jumped my mind to a time when I caught a napkin on fire pulling something out of the toaster--which, although it did worry me at the time, was much less disturbing. It became obvious that I was talking about this and had not written about it; the teacher called me out on it.

Now it's just a fact of the past, and my grandmother died two years ago--my grandfather a month or two ago. It's sad, but a much more distant thing. And the teacher was a good teacher and all--but I can still see why I wouldn't want to talk about that.

Not sure why it clung to me.[/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT][/I]

[COLOR="Magenta"]OMG! i can't believe it. I was in lunch line i was waiting to to get my lunch and my crush was like right in the front of me. it was sooooo exciting. But i realized that his girlfriend was there and he kissed her. I was sooo sad. I wanted to cry!:sweat::([/COLOR]

[FONT="Century Gothic"][SIZE="3"]Today was a half-day.
So, I decided to clean my room.
(because it realllyy needs a cleanin')

Anyway, that didn't last long.
But in the short-lived cleaning process I found an old pipe-cleaner and straw person I made.
& I totally decked it out; with a mohawk, black&white shirt, hot pink skirt, bright yellow/green headband and purple belt.
& new sorta-shoelaces.

All this for a pipecleaner person I made years ago.
I really have no life.
:XD[/SIZE][/FONT]