[SIZE="1"][COLOR="DarkRed"]I love how your life can be going so smoothly for a long period of time, and then BAM, it crumbles down on you within a matter of a few days.

Ohh, you thought I was serious! I don't love it. I hate it.

I thought everything was great between us. And then he's like "I know I can't do a long distance relationship babe. We should just end it now, because it'll just get harder the longer we're together."

Stupid college.

Stupid me.

Stupid life!

I don't want to sound like the typical pathetic ex-girlfriend, but I miss him so much. I get butterflies when he texts me to check in.

I tried to move on. I did. Chaz is great, and funny, and I have fun with him. But it just feels wrong! I mean, I'm comfortable with him, his arms around me, etc.

But it's doesn't give me that content, everything's well and nothing can hurt me feeling, that being with Matt gave me.

I hate my life.

But I would so love it if he'd come back into it.[/COLOR][/SIZE]

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So I've started a little art shop. I got a request that was pretty challenging, and honestly, it was quite refreshing. It was a doppleganger request (I'm a Doppleganger Artist which basically means that I can imitate other peoples styles pretty easily). She wanted me to imitate [url=http://www.menewsha.com/forum/showthread.php?t=105510]this artist[/url]'s style.

[url=http://i187.photobucket.com/albums/x294/1serbus1/Yuki_coloured_small.png]Here[/url]'s what I came up with. I'm actually quite proud of it.

Is it vain that I like to admire my own art sometimes?

I seem to have made it on this site okay. I understand the rules and what the goals are. I hope I can make friends, its always better when you have friends. It's 3:47 am now. I think I'll log off for now. Can't wait to get back on and explore some more. TTFN:angel:

I'm new to menewsha... yay!
Not really a lot going on in life right now. Things are going pretty well. Thanksgiving was awesome! My bf's family is a bunch of foodies, so of course everyone brought awesome food and there was way too much of it. It's ok, we've got a lot of food for eating this week.

I'm not sure if I should start a freebie art thread here? I've already got a few going and quite frankly... I'm getting kinda bored with art.

Hmm, I'm kinda hungry... *runs off to eat breakfast*