Posted 06-29-2008 at 09:12 AM by Donna (Mumble Bumble ::)
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You meanie butt. I know, it's not your fault.
I had an interesting night last night...started [and recently finished] a book...I know I haven't read a book in centuries...called Twilight. I'm sure if I tell Margie which book it was, she'll bash me over the head for it. She hates trends, and so she biasly hates anything before trying it that other people seem to like. Oh well, for the most part we get along because we're both against the grain, but I'm different because I'll actually try it.
Annywhoos.
The book is really cute! [Of course, it wouldn't be Margie's type of book anyways so I wouldn't recommend it to her] But unfortunately when I got to the part after Edward saves Bella [for the millionth time] in Port Angeles when she gets lost and the men are following her, it reminded me too much of me and my ex...well, the conversation which followed after their dinner while he was driving her back home. And I did start bawling like a baby, I hate to admit it. It was full of these 'I'm not good enough for you and you can do better' kind of things that I remember uttering myself. And him as well. And some of the little things Bella did were just so much like me, crying when she got upset, etc. It was almost unnerving. But as the vampire action got deeper, I calmed down. As long as it's not focused on their actual relationship and centered more toward the vampire situation, it's soooo much easier for me to read.
I think I might skip that part if I decided to reread it.
Okays, so I'm going to start the next book, New Moon soon. It's longer than the first, and then the the third is much longer. Reminds me of Harry Potter kind of [page wise]. Hahaha.
I can't wait for the movie, to see how different [or similar] it is to the book. I'm quite curious.
So, I was supposed to go out to Spencers today to get a new massager because my small travel one died from overheating. : [ That sucks.
But I didn't get to go because I fell asleep from exhaustion while reading around 10 or 11 [I can't remember] this morning. I woke up a few times at night, and then my parents woke me up for dinner at eight.
GAH! I can't wait for Wednesday. Bonfire. <3 It's going to be so freaking awesome. I've got to work Monday and then deal with my boss Tuesday. I swear, if he tries anything again, I'm going to seriously lose my mind. x.x;
Alrighty. I'm going to clean my room because I've been consumed with out of house things [and reading a book] lately so I've been ignoring my cleaning. I've got laundry to do and my room to seriously clean. I'll clean a bit tonight to try to get most of it done, and then throw my shit in the laundry tomorrow..er later today. Then I'll start on the new book. I really want to buy the physical copies of the books now. Seiki says I might not like the second one after I told him about the Bella/me situation, so I'm a bit apprehensive. But I can see we do have some differences, so it's okay. I don't quite see her as me, just similarities between us. It's the relationship that I just see as so oddly familiar. Except I don't have men falling all over me like she did. :/ I'm stuck in her "Phoenix" status. I mean, living in SD, every girl here is so beautiful so it's too damn hard to compete. And I do believe we have a lack of males here which is why there's too many players. :/ I just want a stable relationship, but I don't think I could handle much more than a one night stand lately. xD I don't have the time to dote so much on a man right now.
God, I'm such a rambler. I swear, I'm not this way in real life. You should see me, I barely speak except when with my friends and for the most part, it's unintelligent mumble of inside jokes of more unintelligent mumble. x] Laughing remains at least an 80% of all talking. So if you ever wonder why I use the damned "xD" emot too much, that's why. xD [<- Proof.]
Okies. Off to clean. I'm spending important time rambling. Later, night night!
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