I'd like to think that with all this time passing by that something better will come along. Something that takes up my time and leaves me with nothing to think about. There's no cure for this sickness, this disease. Roadblocks keep me held back in them wake of all this dust, blowing in the wind and waiting to be carried elsewhere. Is it a better place? Or somewhere worse? You'll never know. I'll never know.



Where do you rest tonight? The very thought races though my head as I lay alone tonight waiting for an answer that never comes. Where are you, who are you. I don't even know any more. There was once a time where I thought I knew, only to lose it again when I close my eyes. I'm lost, listening to your laughter as it echoes off these empty walls. Let it fade, don't resurrect it. Stop at the caution tape that binds this door closed, keeping my memories held in. "Do not enter" "stay out" listen closely to those warnings, you might learn something.

[CENTER][SIZE=2][COLOR=DeepSkyBlue]My dad went to the store today because I guess there was a sale on Hamburger meat, and he comes home with enough to last for a few weeks. So I'm coming up with a meal plan right now of what we're going to eat for the next week so that I can go grocery shopping. I should be paid for what I have to do to make sure that my family eats because without me they would be having take out and fast food every single day.

This is my lame list of things that I'm doing. I couldn't come up with anything better because I don't really like Hamburger meat so I'm not being very creative.

Taco Salad
Swedish Meetballs
Meatloaf
Stuffed Bell Peppers
Hamburger Stew

5 days is far enough ahead for me to plan. I'll come up with something else for next week whenever it gets here >>
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I am.. so confused.

The thing that sparked my interest is now dwindling as I sit here on Menewsha, in boredom. I find myself more and more losing interest in the site as the days and weeks go by. And the more I sit her, the more I think of what else I can be doing. I have even resorted to attempting to cook.( And I apparently cook better than I thought. o.o;; )

What else is there?I have played the games, met new people, completed all quests strictly for myself and now, what else am I to do? Continue to make avatars? Well, I joined Project Mene for that, to give me something to do and spark ideas for new avatars.

The point is, what else is to come, and how long is it before it comes? We hear pieces of this or that, but no official announcements. And as far as announcements go, very few. I know that the staff are busy working on updating current shop items and such, and Ken is working on recoding the games or something like that, but what else? What is there for us to look forward to and anticipate to come. I mean, it is sad that I am resorting to lurking some staff members posts to find out hints on what is going on. It would be nice to get some straight answers instead of ones that are shady. I miss when we got announcements on almost a weekly basis, since I felt informed then, but now it seems all quiet now.

I would just like a reason to continue to have interest on this site that I love so much, so I will have some spark on interest to keep me entertained and unlurking.

I am just kind or bored and depressed lately I guess....

[color=darkorchid][size=1]I had a lot of fun hosting the Trivia event this summer. I of course had help, which I am very thankful for. But, even though it was fun, I'm glad it's over since it did take up a lot of time.

However, now I must be taking a break ><;; Not starting now, but more or less starting the 29th. I'm going up to the capital of my state on the 30th and staying the night there, since I have a flight to Kansas at 7am, and need to be there a lot earlier than that. I'll be in Kansas from July 1-14th, visiting my Oma and Opa. I doubt I'd get a chance to get online too ;c Then the first two days I'm back in North Carolina, family will want me to spend time with them for the first day, and the second day I'm back, my friends will be bothering me nonstop x.X;; So, I won't really be "back" until the 16th or 17th.

But, good news, my anniversary with Peanut is the 24th of July. I still need to get him a gift~ -thinking of what to get-

Anywho, just figured I should let you know, fellow Menewshans n__n

I love you all :3
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