[FONT="Century Gothic"]I'M NEW. obviously, and everything is SO expensive, i'm afraid i stilll have no clothing. :( is there any way to get gold other than playing games?[/FONT]

[CENTER][COLOR=DeepSkyBlue][SIZE=2]Throw it out the window. Throw it out the window. From a 300 story building and see if that fixes my stupid worthless piece of crap vista computer that's less than a month old. I'd rather just put it on eBay and let people buy it for the parts than bother trying to fix it or go through Gateway to get it fixed. Its not worth my time.

I have to go to my school again today because I was too late yesterday, and then I have an interview today at two for Kohl's. Wish me good luck.

And um.. yeah.
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[I][FONT="Book Antiqua"][SIZE="3"][COLOR="DarkOrchid"]Oh, yuss. I have plans. ;)

After I get a lovelipop, I intend to get a TON of commons. Possibly a pure love sash, if one happens by. Then I'm starting a charity.


To be frank, I don't know if I'll be doing a charity or an auction, or both. But I like the idea of the Giving Back Auctions.... There are so many people searching for old Halloween, Valentine's Day, and Winter Nights items that can't find them. If they don't get added into the GB Auction, I'd like to hold auctions of my own for these sorts of things in the future. Same general guidelines, and all that jazz.

Charity.... Yeah. Whatever once more. Random give-outs. Art, commons--special bits if I can find them. -nodnod-

I'm not altruistic. But when I have everything that I want..... *shrugs* Eventually being the richest person on Menewsha and having nothing to do with said riches will lose its charm. I remember being overjoyed that there were auctions that allowed people to grab the item of their dreams; wouldn't mind doing the same thing. Gold would go to buy MORE items so that there would be MORE auctions--I can't delete my own gold, after all. Or--and this is an idea that I kind of like--an art charity. Raise gold to buy art from somebody for somebody in ze charity. Instead of clothes, you could get art that you really want but can't afford.

I like zese ideas. If anybody else happens across this and has input--feel free. :heart:[/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT][/I]

[I][FONT="Book Antiqua"][SIZE="3"][COLOR="DarkOrchid"]Adding on to my previous blog:

-If something is likely to develop into a problem, say something BEFORE, not afterwards. :headdesk:[/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT][/I]

[font=comic sans ms][color=palevioletred][b]With my birthday around the corner... *sigh* My bunny Narcy was going to be three years old on my birthday, but life decided to hand us down a different fate.

It's been almost two weeks now, and I still can't believe she's gone. To many it might seem dumb, for someone to feel so much for a pet rabbit. But just as any proud pet owner would say, they were not just any ol' pet. Narcy was not just any ol' rabbit.

It was horrible the way she died. It was the same way one of my other rabbits passed on. Another rabbit that was very close to me. Fester. I don't want to get into the details. I'm not that much of an emotional masochist.

If I wouldn't had gone to that baby shower, maybe things would've been different.. maybe...

I tried so much to seek all the help I could get. But in the end it wasn't enough, and I felt so powerless. I really didn't like that feeling. Either way, she's not suffering anymore, and for that reason I'm glad she's in a better place now. Watching her slowing wither away, it was much too painful.

Till this day I don't know what happened, or what it was she had. It was left as a mystery, just like Fester.

I miss you so much Narcy... For some reason I thought you were eternal. It's scary how wrong I was.

It's even scarier when you realize that death is so unexpected, no matter how healthy you might be... death still lurks nearby. I hate when someone passes away, because you become paranoid. You start thinking, who is next?

Indeed. Who [i]is[/i] next?

Yuck. I hate feeling like this. I need to get back to my cheerful self and pronto. D:[/b][/color][/font]