[B]Subeta:
Main-o3o
Mule-N/A[/B]

[B]Zantarni
Main-Psychotic Unicorn
Mule-Ritsuka`
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[B]Soliaonline:
Main-Kol
Mule-Ulquiorra Cifer
Mule-Oops I made a Poop
Mule-Age[/B]
[B]
Menewsha:
Main-`L
Mule-Ritsuka`

Celainia
Main-Ritsuka
Mule-L
Mule-Sound

Gaiaonline:
Main-Kiriyn
Mule-Tea Cannibal

Roliana:
Main-Persocom
Mule-Undead Disco

Ernya:
Main-Kol
Mule-Ritsuka
Mule-Ciel[/B]

These are my best scores in the games, I just wanted to keep track for myself:

TETRIS
Score: 143848
Rank: 178

So, I feel uber guilty and bad. >.>

I just got an unofficial warning. >.> This is like.. major. >:"C

Not really, but I feel bad. >.> I hate accidentally breaking rules. :gonk:

[FONT=Georgia][COLOR=#555b83][SIZE=2]
I've been thinking about China all day. I wrote about her in my exam, there was a documentary about her on TV, the Tori Amos song called China hasn't left me alone one bit, despite the fact that I can't hold on to anything today. There's a lot of [stuff going on with her this year, especially now...

So everyone, just think about China, and hope she's okay ^^[/SIZE][/COLOR][/FONT]


[quote="Tori Amos - China"]
[FONT=Georgia][COLOR=#555b83][SIZE=2]
China
All the way to New York
I can feel the distance
Getting close
You're right next to me
But I need an air plane
I can feel the distance
As you breathe

Sometimes
I think you want me to touch you
How can I
When you build a great wall around you?
In your eyes
I saw a future together
You just look away
In the distance

China
Decorates our table
Funny how the cracks don't
Seem to show
Pour the wine dear
You say well take a holiday
But we never can agree on
Where to go

Sometimes
I think you want to me to touch you
How can I
When you build a great wall around you?
In your eyes
I saw a future together
You just look away
in the distance

China
All the way to New York
Maybe you got lost in Mexico
You're right next to me
I think that you can hear me
Funny how the distance learns to grow

Sometimes
I think you want me to touch you
How can I
When you build a great wall around you?

I can feel the distance getting close

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[/quote]

[COLOR="SeaGreen"][B][SIZE="1"][CENTER]Since my last entry about ranting and whatnot, the past three days have been quite different from one another. On Wednesday, Arie and I ended up getting into an argument because I finally spoke up about what I thought about his situation. He wasn't too happy about that and snapped at me. [[After I had already been sassy.]] He was there at the school after it ended and I walked over to him, stood by him, and we didn't acknowledge each other. He talked to his friends while I was having an anxiety attack thing over school, friends, etcetc. And I started crying since that's how I release it. Cayla noticed me crying [[Only tears were falling down my face, I wasn't making any sounds or being obvious]] and ran over to give me a hug. I broke down and let it out. She had to catch her bus though, so then Arie finally acknowledged my existence and held me while I cried. Then we made up and got over the argument and had a fun walk home. <3

Thursday... what happened on Thursday? Not much that I can really remember, school wise. But Arie came over to my place after I got home from school and we hung out. I discovered the cutest thing about, too! When he FULLY smiles [[like, just one of those really natural smiles that you can't control]] his eyes will look up to the side and he kind of giggles. It's sooo cute! I absolutely find it completely precious. He didn't, though, and kept hiding his face or tried controlling it. I made him do it like at least 15 more times. [[If I smile and start giggling, he cracks and does it too. <3]]

Today was the last day for seniors. I thought I was going to get really upset and just bawl on everybody, but for the first year I haven't. Which is really weird... most of my friends are graduating and going to college and I was fine. For now, at least. I've cried a couple times this week over it because it's really upsetting. But I'm proud of myself all the same that I didn't cry today. I got really close when I was signing Cayla's yearbook but I fought it off.

Hm, and that's pretty much all that's happened.
That's enough to have happen.

Ohhh! And tomorrow is Arie's 18th birthday. I'm making him a birthday cake. It's this really rich chocolate cake [[I don't like chocolate at all but I used this same recipe for my mom on Mother's Day and it's sooo freaking good! I couldn't stop eating the batter.]] with some butter cream frosting. I'm dieing the cake batter black and the frosting dark blue, since those are two colors that he enjoys but the cake is going to be in the shape of a heart. Ohhh, I'm excited.[/CENTER][/SIZE][/B][/COLOR]