[CENTER][B][SIZE=1][COLOR=SeaGreen]I'm not really a person who posts their life through journal or blog entries. I'm more of the kind of girl who just spills everything to everybody. Sometimes anyone. Although I suppose when there's not somebody around at the given moment I need them most, talking to myself is the best I've got. Worst, as well. It just gets me thinking about what I need to spill more and more, causing me to get more upset by every moment. Maybe I can change this, though. [/COLOR][/SIZE][/B]

[B] [SIZE=1][COLOR=SeaGreen]Most of my friends are seniors right now and their last day is on the 30th, this Friday. It's terrifying... I'm going to be all alone for my last year of high school. I don't know how I'll be able to handle it. Sure, I've got junior friends right now too but they're not even close to me like my senior friends are. Oh gosh, what about Arie? It's really nice that we don't even live a block away from each other but he's found his school to attend and I'll still be in high school. Thankfully it's only a community college, so he'll still be in town. I hope... unless he moves//gets kicked out. -sigh- I honestly can't even think about what life will be like at the end of this week. Normal, yet not. I'm going to be an emotional wreck... Oi. Yay for being open about feelings? [/COLOR][/SIZE][/B]

[B] [SIZE=1][COLOR=SeaGreen]It's nothing like the end of next year, though. Mom's been wanting to move and since I'll be out of high school, guess what we'll be doing? Moving. Across the gorge into Washington, not too far. Yet, it's the furthest I'll have ever been from my closest friends. I've never lived outside of this town... Ugh. I really don't like changes. Especially when it has to deal with me being ripped away from my social light, my best friend [[even though she'll be moving to southern Oregon for college]], and my boyfriend.[/COLOR][/SIZE][/B]

[B] [SIZE=1][COLOR=SeaGreen]Maybe I shouldn't be thinking so much into this. After all, nothing has happened. Yet. I just really hope I'm making this out to be worse than it will be. That way, it'll be more of a relief when something happens than a burden.[/COLOR][/SIZE][/B]

[B] [SIZE=1][COLOR=SeaGreen]Hm. Maybe blogging will help me... I guess I can only find out by continuing posting. [/COLOR][/SIZE][/B][/CENTER]

I'm tired. .__.

I stayed home from school today because I couldn't move this morning. It just hurt everywhere for some reason. Whatever. I'm fine now.

I started a new waltz in piano.. Gosh, I really like it. It's really pretty and quirky. The one thing I don't like about piano is that you can never show off with it. You can't bring your piano to someone's house in a convenient case. It just isn't done.

And I'm excluding keytars in this because, unfortunately, I'm not epic enough to wield one. D:

[SIZE=3][COLOR=DarkOrchid]
[/COLOR][/SIZE][INDENT][FONT=Garamond][COLOR=DarkOrchid][I][SIZE=3]The thread is [URL="http://www.menewsha.com/forum/showthread.php?t=95949"][B]here[/B][/URL].[/SIZE]
[SIZE=3]it's located in Menewsha Nation inside the General Discussion forum.[/SIZE]

[SIZE=3]There's one thing that's bothering me a little bit though....
[/SIZE] [SIZE=3]Should I just renamed it as a Nalin sun fanclub?
[/SIZE] [SIZE=3]But, I like the word fan thread better. =3[/SIZE]
[SIZE=3]And fanclub sounds a bit more like groupies[/SIZE]
[SIZE=3] (although that's what we are *cough*)[/SIZE]
[SIZE=3]fan thread makes it more like a home base for all the fans stuff. :P

How about Nalin Sun Fan Thread HQ then?
.....too long and mouthful, eh? x.x
[/SIZE]
[SIZE=3]I dunno...[/SIZE]
[SIZE=3]Why am I stuck on useless little details?[/SIZE]
[SIZE=3]More like....[/SIZE]
[SIZE=3]Why am I doing a monologue?[/SIZE]
[SIZE=3]*stare at Mr.Chickie*
Wh~y?
[/SIZE]
[SIZE=3]xD[/SIZE][/I][/COLOR][/FONT][COLOR=DarkOrchid]
[/COLOR] [/INDENT]

I'm thinking of opening a little Mene Graphics Shop. I do little things like blinkies for fun and I make all of my own signatures. I'm just not sure that anyone else would want to pay me for them.

This was the very first signature I had for Mene. I never did get that outfit. I got the hair clips before I forgot that Mene existed ^_^;; I still love the sig though.

[CENTER][IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v163/mintycookies/sigs/minewshan_goal.png[/IMG][/CENTER]

I liked the layout of that sig, so I made another one for the outfit I want next (even though I already have enough for that outfit)

[CENTER][IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v163/mintycookies/mene/bluewishlist.png[/IMG][/CENTER]

I really like how the background came out for that one. It actually took me forever to get it just right. ^_^;

I still have to think about the Graphics Shop thing though. I guess I'm just paranoid because there's a lot of talented people around here and I can't actually draw, so that hinders my graphical abilities considerably. But I'm still pretty handy in Paintshop Pro.

Here are some of my signatures from Gaia:
[CENTER][IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v163/mintycookies/sigs/forchansyguildbanner.jpg[/IMG]

[IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v163/mintycookies/sigs/yaoilovebanner.jpg[/IMG]

[IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v163/mintycookies/sigs/yuribaner.jpg[/IMG]

[IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v163/mintycookies/sigs/wishlistshutup.gif[/IMG][/CENTER]

And here's some of my blinkies:
[CENTER][IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v163/mintycookies/sigs/cookie_blink.gif[/IMG]
[IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v163/mintycookies/sigs/annex.gif[/IMG]
[IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v163/mintycookies/sigs/meibounce.gif[/IMG]

[IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v163/mintycookies/sigs/pacostarbounce.gif[/IMG]

[IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v163/mintycookies/sigs/yamibounce.gif[/IMG]

[IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v163/mintycookies/sigs/thforchan_bump.gif[/IMG]

[IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v163/mintycookies/sigs/chocopacopuff.gif[/IMG]

[IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v163/mintycookies/sigs/mt_update.gif[/IMG]

[IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v163/mintycookies/sigs/mt_new.gif[/IMG][/CENTER]

And then there's the Orchid Arrangements that I did for the Phoenix Jubilee. They're more of a modification than anything else, but I really like them and so did a lot of other people. I'm still seeing a lot of them in people's signatures ^__^
[CENTER][IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v163/mintycookies/mene/pj_redorange.png[/IMG]

[IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v163/mintycookies/mene/pjb_violet.png[/IMG][/CENTER]

Anyway, I'm sure that nobody is going to read this post. I guess the point of it is just to pump myself up. Watch out Mene, I might be making blinkies in a thread near you!

[FONT=Georgia][COLOR=#555b83][SIZE=2]
Couldn't resist, eh?

I just needed another entry XD
Couldn't go one week without anything here...

I have an English exam on Friday...
I feel lucky, since the rest of my class has German, French or Math exams XD

I also have Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday off, due to the rest of my class doing their exams...

This is going to be the best week in ages!

^^

Oh, and if you sell me an Engraved Oak Orchid Shield, I'll love you forever!
:heart:
[/SIZE][/COLOR][/FONT]