[CENTER][SIZE=2][COLOR=DeepSkyBlue]Went pretty well if I do say so myself. Granted, it took me the whole class period to finish it just because I needed to make sure I got as high a grade as possible, it still felt like it wasn't enough time.

Here's to hoping that I did well. I'll find out my scores tomorrow!

Sitting here waiting for my computer to arrive now. I wish it would get here already so that I could play with it! My dad is actually being a bit of a crank about it and not wanting to give it to me because my room is "dirty" which is such a crock of poo. I have everything where it should be - its probably because he's a perfectionist! Its funny that I'm writing this blog right now actually as I'm just sitting here staring out the window and not even paying attention to the screen of my computer. As soon as I see the guy pull up I'm freaking racing towards that door to be there to sign for the package. It will be mine! Mine! haha.

I try not to be so obsessed, but you guys have to realize that my computer that I have right now is really a piece of crap. It has super low memory, a small hard drive, and a bunch of other issues that I don't like personally.

Now I'm just trying to waste time not being too anxious for the computer to arrive. I should probably do the trig review packet that I was given two days ago to do for my final tomorrow. And then do my notes sheet so that I have all the formulas that I'll need for the test tomorrow. We can't put any example problems on it though which is kind of a bummer I think. I mean, what good is the formula going to do me if I don't understand how to do the problems? I'm a very visual math learner.

And um, we got our senior checkout things today that we have to go all across the school to find and such. I have to have it signed by like 15 different people at school just to be able to graduate so I think I'm going to go in early tomorrow morning and start handling that. The earlier I get that done, the earlier I can leave school haha.

The yearbook signing party is in an hour. I'll be leaving in about 45 minutes to get there early and such to pick up mine and my brother's yearbooks. Then I'll be back home, hopefully with my new laptop! I don't know if it will arrive here before I have to leave or not.

Well, that's about as much as I can ramble. Next blog I post will be from my new laptop - or from my desktop letting you know it hasn't arrived yet and I have to leave : (

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[FONT="Book Antiqua"][SIZE="2"][COLOR="DarkSlateBlue"]WOO! First entry EVER.

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Anywho, um...Raising money for clothes for my avatar. -pushes said avatar forward- This is [I]Xavier[/I], everyone.

[B]Xavier:[/B] o.0;

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[FONT=Comic Sans MS]Today is May 14th [/FONT]
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[FONT=Comic Sans MS]xox -Summer[/FONT]

[COLOR="YellowGreen"][FONT="Century Gothic"]Before I get into my rant about sleep...

So, we've found a place that is renting [even before our move out date]. It's [or let's say, the model] apartment is really really really nice, the office staff seems nice, the area is quiet, and in an 'ideal' part of town. The rent is $544 a month [no utilities include, but fully furnished -appliance wise- and has a full size washer and dryer in unit] [We'll also have a wood burning fireplace], and it's 730 square feet, that's 200 + more square feet than the apartment we are in now, and less than $100 more than we are paying now.

Sounds perfect, right?

;| Reading the online reviews, makes the place sound like complete hell. 23 reviews, majority bad, and all [mostly] consistent.

I mean, the bad parking we can deal with, noise.. we can deal, but leaky fridges, running toilets, [and maintenance taking forever and a day to fix anything], the nightly 'patrol' never seen, cars broken into [can happen anywhere, but um, the patrol actually being existent would be nice, ya know?], and the shitty shitty pot hole ridden parking lot? Um, I have reservations about that, oh and not too mention the horror stories we've heard about the leasing company, oy don't get me started about that.

I think we'll end up doing a six month lease, if it's as bad as everyone says, we'll use the six months to find a better place [even if that means paying more].

So, I am happy that I no longer have to worry about finding somewhere to live [for now], I'm still worried about the actual place.

Okay, on to my sleep rant.

For the life of me, I could not get to sleep last [this] night. I would lay down, and toss and turn, wide awake.

so I'd come into the living room, and get online. 10-15 minutes later, I'd be pass out tired. I'd go lay down, and immediately, I'd be wide awake again. I would lay down for 30 minutes or so, to see if I'd fall asleep, and I ended up doing what I always do when I don't fall asleep quickly...

I think about irrational [yet plausible] fears.

My death, Valik's death, nothing but worry, 'what would happen if this happened, or this?' 'I don't want to die.' 'I don't want to live forever, I just don't want to end up rotting, the actual act of dieing I don't mind.. it's what happens after, I can romanticize it all I want [my body returning to the earth, feeding the soil, growing the grass, that feeds animals, etc], but yeah.. my skin will fall from my bones as bugs eat away at me, doesn't sound like a picnic.' and my head conversation would go on and on.

No more Bailey's and Coffee for me when in the middle of the night.[/FONT][/COLOR]