[COLOR="Purple"]If I die tomorrow,
I will be proud of myself for finishing all those boring and horrible books we read in my Language Arts class.
I will thank all those people who tried to make me happy.
I will treasure all the memories I have since I been here.
I will also be sad that I will not be able to know the ending of the Phantom of Opera. [/COLOR]

[FONT="Courier New"][CENTER]Yay it's snowing here! Even though it's kind of sad that I can't do my project with my friend today but still it's snowing! ^w^[/CENTER][/FONT]

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[COLOR="DarkOrchid"]Well I had a test right on the dad I got back to school after my wonderful two weeks break. We had a sub in that class and most people cheated on the test. The teacher came back today, and doesn't look so mad at all. (Those are the people who look scarier than the people who looks super angry.) Told us to be honest then passed back our tests to finish/change answers. I asked her a question, and she made me feel stupid for asking it. The question on the test was kind of confusing and I don't understand it. It took me a lot of courage to ask her since I am usually quiet and stay away teachers in school. I regret asking that now. [/COLOR]

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So on Christmas day, I realized that I forgot to buy my mom a Christmas present after we got home from the store. We brought three box of chocolates so I just... coughborrowcough one box and put her name on it. Ta da! She had a present! XD I really should remember to get her something next year.

[COLOR="Red"][CENTER]Everything in my life seems so fake. From the fact that my friends won't notice me except when they have no one to talk to, to the fact that my parent don't seem to care about me at all. Most of the time I question my existence in this world. Am I just a mistake? Am I not suppise to be here? Why can't I be normal and have normal friends and family who cares about you? All of those questions have been a mystery since the day I have born. Maybe I shouldn't be here at all. If I could just leave for a while, maybe I can find my answers to all the questions I have... or maybe not. Everything is a mystery and not everyone get happy endings. No matter how much I want to have a happy ending in my life for just a while, I could never get that once upon a time. It's useless to hope for a thing you can never have and that hope is starting to shatter as days pass and I become invisible again. [/CENTER][/COLOR]

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