A Hate and a Like

[B]Some people would say that it was a good thing that I always want to be social. But for a few weeks lately, there haven't been many to socialize with. It's kind of been going down hill for me since my ex. I remember him telling me to go out and be happy. But the problem is, it seems to be highly impossible.

Yes, I smile and I laugh all the time when I'm watching a funny movie or hanging with one of my friends or even watching my cat or my sister's dog being stupid. But when things go the wrong thing or let me down and I'm alone, things get pretty bad.

I guess you could say that I hate bing alone in a way. But nowadays, there are just so many people annoy me if I'm around them all the time, so in another way, I love being alone.

Most of the time, I end up with my nose stuck in a good book or replying to my hopeless romantic rp's of mine on here. Other times I'd being working on a necklace for the upcoming art show where I'll finally be able to sell my necklaces.

Okay. I just felt like ranting somewhere. :P[/B]