It's been a while since I was here.... Peanut passed away. It was congestive heart failure. The vet was amazed. She told us that cats with a born condition like that never make it past six months of life. Peanut died a day shy of his first birthday. Miss the big guy...

[COLOR="Purple"]If I die tomorrow,
I will be proud of myself for finishing all those boring and horrible books we read in my Language Arts class.
I will thank all those people who tried to make me happy.
I will treasure all the memories I have since I been here.
I will also be sad that I will not be able to know the ending of the Phantom of Opera. [/COLOR]

[COLOR="Red"][CENTER]Everything in my life seems so fake. From the fact that my friends won't notice me except when they have no one to talk to, to the fact that my parent don't seem to care about me at all. Most of the time I question my existence in this world. Am I just a mistake? Am I not suppise to be here? Why can't I be normal and have normal friends and family who cares about you? All of those questions have been a mystery since the day I have born. Maybe I shouldn't be here at all. If I could just leave for a while, maybe I can find my answers to all the questions I have... or maybe not. Everything is a mystery and not everyone get happy endings. No matter how much I want to have a happy ending in my life for just a while, I could never get that once upon a time. It's useless to hope for a thing you can never have and that hope is starting to shatter as days pass and I become invisible again. [/CENTER][/COLOR]

[IMG]http://i205.photobucket.com/albums/bb181/pyro-from-Hell2/317bdyr1.jpg[/IMG]