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Battle with the past

Posted 10-26-2010 at 06:12 PM by chocolatelover101
Tags lonely, past, scared

okay, i know that people dont really like it when someone starts going granpa style and goes"I remeber back when i was a kid..."
But when I was in elementary...you could say i was bullied. I'm not trying to say im special, there are many"bullys" and im not a special case.
But this"bully" is still....i guess in my environment but not anymore.
INSTEAD! A good friend of mine just suddenly gave me the"i-am-ot-your-friend-anymore-so-go-off-and-die"attitude and look.
Now i feel like im in elementary and she is the mini me(she a little shorter than me) version of the orginal. Now when i go to my class i have to take different route and i cant each lunch because we have the same shift. She hasn't done anything to me but i cant help but feel like this.

Maybe I just feel better after writing this done. even if no one really care about this.
I'm not specail,everyone has either been"bullied"or done the "bullying"
but it makes me feel just a little better.
to thise reading this, sorry for wasting your time
CHOCOLATE...that's me
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Different than then others.

Posted 12-27-2009 at 07:10 AM by sweet windmelody
Tags child, cry, drunk, lonely, sad

[COLOR="DarkOrchid"][CENTER]Well my parents got into another fight. Not surprising at all. Being an only child sux. Cuz you can't very talk to anyone that will understand it. It's not something that's very horrible, just want to express your feelings to someone that understands. My parents got into arguments time to time but this time is different. My dad is drunk. :-x He drank half of the bottle of wine. He stinks. And he can't even walk straight. Last time when he got very drunk cuz it was a party or something, he yelled at me for no reason and told me that the reason he sent me to pre school and let me stayed there for the week is because he don't want me at home. (I was in China back then, and they have school for little kids where parents drop them off and they get to stay there until friday where the parents pick them up again.. Like regular school but you get to sleep there. O.o) And I was only like 3 or 5 years old. I cried back then cuz I know he don't want me there. I still feel sad now. But I am not close to my dad anymore since I hardly get to see him. Maybe that's a good news. :)[/CENTER][/COLOR]

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