I wrote this today~

[FONT="Palatino Linotype"][COLOR="DarkOrchid"][SIZE="2"][I]Its all those things that you don't want to hear
All the voices echoing in your ear
All the things that you wish you could break
All the chains hanging at your neck
What was it that set it into motion
Who what it that dropped the ball
Or rather was it even dropped at all
How can you pick up the pieces that you misses
When you didn't even know that they existed
Where is your life now clouded by the past
I wish I could say for sure that these things wouldn't last.
But how can I get out of the things that I didn't know I was in
It seems like every time I turn around there's another f-ed up
piece to be found
What am I going to do with all of this?
What happened to my dreams
What happened to the life that I wanted to lead
Always feeling overshadowed by things
Always feeling like there is somethign blocking my way
I know its not all about me, that there are others depending on me
Looking towards me
But at the same time, how can I show myslef so broken battered and abused
The hardest part about it all is that I never even knew. [/I]

If you couldn't tell its a poem and well I wrote it because of some things that I friend and I chatted about. I may get around to posting that some time sooner or later.

When I first got the news...well lets just say I wasn't too thrilled about it. I mean there where a lot of F-bomb's a'flyin'

I took care of that with some of my favorite songs though so all is well. But I can honestly say for a moment I wanted to shoot myself.


I think my favorite part of the chat was when I said

"Tries to love life" At that moment I really wasn't feeling the land of the living.

Anyway all in all I'm over it I guess you could say so in other news. I can wait for my Death Note Sound tracks to get here >.< I'm really excited. I'm listening to L's theme B at the moment. It so catchy and I just love it. If you haven't looked into it you should (granted instrmentals are your sort of thing)


Later [/SIZE][/COLOR][/FONT]