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[size=3]When I look into your eyes
Its hard to disguise.
How my heart flutters inside

My cheeks turn to a rosy red.
As if the memories weren't so long ago.
When you held me tight and said,
"You are the spring that melted my snow".

Our love was eternal and strong then.
Why can't we try again?
You say its cause your sorting things out.
While you do, I'm here by myself.

But this I know is true.
I think of you.

Each and every second of my life.
I continue to wish to be your wife.

As long as my heart beats.
I will love you even if I have to compete.
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[LEFT][FONT="Comic Sans MS"][COLOR="DarkOrchid"][SIZE="2"]Dear Blog,

Today I've given much thought about everything. From, college, money/job, and my laptop-to-be.

I've decided that I should either go to college in the Spring semester, or start off in the summer like I originally planned from the beginning. As for my money/job, I'm going to have to keep working hard at my job to earn a lot of money, not only to pay off a credit card with my mom, but the insurance on my car as well. Its the least I can do after not having a job for quiet awhile.

As for my laptop I'm gonna have to be crucially saving for that and my flight to Utah to go see and stay with my ex-boyfriend for a week during Christmas time. The week will be a huge break from family and work, and I'm very excited for it.
Now the fun part is telling my mom I won't be back for a week, and where I'm going.

Anyways, its about time for me to head to bed; I've got work all day tomorrow. @[email protected]

Thanks server for quitting unexpectedly; you put me in the crapper for working from 11am to 9pm practically everyday, minus Wednesdays and Thursday. Thank you off days![/SIZE][/COLOR][/FONT][/LEFT][IMGRIGHT]http://i253.photobucket.com/albums/hh66/cRuel_Spy/cyworld0016.gif[/IMGRIGHT]