Battle with the past

okay, i know that people dont really like it when someone starts going granpa style and goes"I remeber back when i was a kid..."
But when I was in elementary...you could say i was bullied. I'm not trying to say im special, there are many"bullys" and im not a special case.
But this"bully" is still....i guess in my environment but not anymore.
INSTEAD! A good friend of mine just suddenly gave me the"i-am-ot-your-friend-anymore-so-go-off-and-die"attitude and look.
Now i feel like im in elementary and she is the mini me(she a little shorter than me) version of the orginal. Now when i go to my class i have to take different route and i cant each lunch because we have the same shift. She hasn't done anything to me but i cant help but feel like this.

Maybe I just feel better after writing this done. even if no one really care about this.
I'm not specail,everyone has either been"bullied"or done the "bullying"
but it makes me feel just a little better.
to thise reading this, sorry for wasting your time