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Filled with random conversations or rants that I have, sometimes just a rambling of what is going on in my life, and sometimes its character sheets.
Sorry guys *cry*

Sorry guys *cry*

Posted 11-02-2009 at 03:55 AM by Chronos Mephistopheles
This weekend has been completely stressful. I've been trying to stay out of my family's business; I end up stressing over it more than they do. And no matter how much I try to stay out of it, they drag me back in.

I'm trying to stop, I really am. I'm so sick of getting anxiety attacks because of them. But its like I tell them I don't care, and they say the right things to make me care. How am I supposed to get better if they only hinder me?

Does this make me a horrible person, because I don't want to care anymore? I can't stand this. I want it to stop. How can I make it stop?
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Old Comment Posted 11-02-2009 at 04:45 AM
It sounds to me like the problems around you are sinking you down. You should get away. When they drag you back explain to them how you feel. You are not a horrible person for caring, it makes you a better person, but a single person can only take so much, so trust yourself, and just walk away.
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