It's a mad dash to the finish line as the event comes to a close.
So here I am deciding what to drop from my list and what to keep trying for.
There's simply not enough gold and tokens for everything. Probably going to drop the tattoos from the list. I'll try and raise another 400 gold before the event ends. I got a lot of nice stuff already.

Oh well...getting so much more then last event.

So I got sucked into the event and want more items.
Should I be doing other things?>> YEP!...I should be packing LOL.
Yet here I am doing a countdown of items I want.
I was almost finnished and then decided I wanted the fighter sets. Well that's over other hundred tokens I need.

Counting the leftover list of things which didn't fit the other sets, that's over another hundred I need.

278 tokens is the current total that I need and that's not even the full set...There's still more I took off.
Plus I didn't add in ANY of the eye shadows.

I'm thinking alot about self empowerment lately...Well it's often on my mind anyways.
Even the dreams I get say GO NOW...Leave.
Why is it telling m,e what I already know?.

The only thing that holds me back is money.
It just feels so hopeless.

All I can think of pass massage and then get a loan large enough to pay living expenses, separate from my parents and move away.
Will the bank give me a loan until I make enough money with massage to pay bills?...IS a loan a bad move because I may be in permanent debt?

Will my sanity bne able to take it untl there's enough money with out a loan, which may be years and years to come.