waterworks

Rain fizzled out here. Supposed to be a week's worth. I'm not seeing it. # impatiently taps pink wellies. But, it's not bitter cold:) the hedgehog was spotted shadow boxing, so another 6 weeks of bristly weather.

I'm adhering to eating by the Ch meter, which shows I really need to eat hardly anything. That's fun. Coffee with lil almond milk and splenda takes me hours. I've tried lots of tactics on the diet roller coaster. Once I was into slim fast that you mix with orange juice, once I bought this super nutritious green shake. It gunked up my mixer. I don't know if I like the word, smoothie. Sounds like oily salesman. Once I was on a pineapple, peaches kick. I'd buy these huge cans at the warehouse. This was before I knew I had Ch. I'm not that fond of fruit now. Except watermelon in summer.

I like to read animal stories in the news. Where man helps them and vice versa.

Actresses talk about how they're always hungry. Can you imagine having to keep preternaturally thin just for your job? And they have those esteemed craft tables that they can't partake. I feel like I'm shrinking away. Only in my mind. What's hard is the maintenance. It's a fun challenge to lose, but when you reach the goal, it's hard to stay there.

Guess I'll take my salt bath now and vape sweet vanilla.