[COLOR="Purple"]Is there something wrong with me? See I have a boyfriend, like the best guy in the world. He's sweet and caring, never cheated and we can just hang out like friends and still love each other. But lately I've been getting like I don't know how to explain it. I just want to not cheat or break up, but I wanna mix things up.
Like I have a friend and I think it would be fun of we all got 'together' If you know what I mean lol. Its not that my honey is boring as of late or I'm getting tired of him. I just want to try something different. I don't really mind if its with a guy friend or a girl friend since I'm open to things. But every time I talk about it I think he thinks its a joke. Though there was once when he said once we've been together for a while we can, but I don't think he's really up for it. Now I have to admit I know I'll get shy, but I'm sure I can still go through with it (as bad as that may sound)
I'm sure all of this blog sounds awful, but I'm sure there are people out there that want to try the same thing. And its not like this is going to be a regular thing. I mean I just wanna be a little adventurous while I'm still young lol[/COLOR]

I really hate when people just up and leave me. I love to Rp and I make sure that if I'm going anywhere I let my partner(s) know so they don't sit around waiting for my post. But I really hate when people just leave me for like days on end. I know its not like Rping is their life, but just a little heads up or explination when you get the time would be nice. I had this person who hasn't posted in our rp for about a month now. He gets on regularly I'd say once every other day, and he's not posted. I don't know if it was something I did (meaning my character) but it would be nice if he would let me know. Now this is where my title "hate to be rude" comes in. I don't like PMing and asking them to post or where they've been. I find it rude because there could be a number of reasons to their lack of replying. So I hate to be rude and it costs me a really good Rp.

This was just another rant that I wanted to get off my chest.

So my dad has this friend who is staying with us. He's really smart, but I swear really stupid at the same time. I'm an extremely clean person, and I'm OCD about my cleaning.
So anyway this friend has these dogs that eat chicken and nothing much chicken. I don't agree with it, I believe they need dog food as well for vitamins. But he's crazy and says his dogs can't have rice. So anyway I keep waking up to bloody chicken juice on my counter top! I mean really Hello salmonella! Now I know dogs won't get sick from it, but people will. So every morning I'm bleaching and deep cleaning the counter tops so no one gets sick. And I've told him not to do that time and time again, and he stops for like a day and then he does it again.
Also he talks so much during movies that I'm ready to beat him over the head with a bat. I'm sure some of you talk in a movie, but not like this man. He laughs when there is nothing funny going on, he hums along to the movie music, and has to repeat what they say every like 5 minuets. We were watching Wanted and it's a really good movie, but toward the end of the movie. (with him talking all the way through i might add) he started sniffing the air loudly and then shouts. "O what's that I smell! Yep its a sequel!" i mean how freaking rude is that.
I'm done ranting for now I just needed to vent a little because I've had a stressful week, and this man isn't helping at all. And if i didn't post it here then I was going to start screaming at him.