My second chance?

I had some very interesting thoughts.

Well first offs, I discovered through a friend's help that my Gorgeous Genius Aaron is staying here!
I was shocked. I honestly was, then I was seriously giddy about it.

Well, I come home from a homework group thing with some friends and I think and think.
Well, I saw Aaron sad today, not likely because of that though, but he was sad.
It made me feel really sad. Then I thought about how he is not leaving and though it made me giddy
it was bittersweet.

I was happy that maybe I could have a second chance at going for the kid but I know he is intelligent and
deserves to go to an amazing school and be amazingly happy with his education. I thought about why he wasn't
going, money, and I wished I could help him. I thought to myself if 3k would help I would give it to him...

Well, then I went on daydreaming about stupid things but I will tell you that too.

So I day dreamed that, him and I were dating and he was sad one day. He came up to me and told me this
and I told him "When you are sad it makes me sad but I don't want you to keep your sadness from me."

Then he asks me in my daydream "Which would you rather have: Me always being sad and always telling you or
always being sad and never telling you?"

I told him "I rather you always tell me when you are sad, so I can try and help you fix it even if it means
the end of our relationship. I don't mind that as long as you become happy afterwards."

Eh. I don't know it is odd. I feel that way with some friends, you know help them the best you can but
Aaron is harldy an aquaintance.