Just how I feel at the moment. (Warning, swearing)

This world is full of people
And you can categorize them quiet easy.

Caring/Giving
Selfish/Greedy

Sadly the number of caring, giving people, is much, much [I]smaller[/I] then that of selfish, greedy people.

Now tell me what happens when someone who all their life has been kind and giving gets ticked off with people who's vocabulary skips over these words?

Well, I say something like... A fuck-load of hate. Self justifying hate.
And yeah, it's normal for someone to hate another person, but when stuff like this happens, you begin to hate the entire [I]world[/I].

And you find selfishness and greed behind all acts of [I]kindness[/I]. Random, or not. You don't even have to think. You just [I]know [/I]the other party is being [U]selfish[/U] in some way.
Maybe not greedy. But selfish.

So you [I]hate[/I].
You just hate. You don't think, you [I]hate[/I].
Your[B] bestfriend[/B] doesn't even seem to understand. "You've had a bad day."
And then you think. A bad day. A bad week. A bad month. Year. [I][B]Life[/B][/I].
It's all bad, and you've been in [B]denial[/B]. Finally you feel your eyes are open. You see everything for what it truly is. And you continue to [I]hate[/I]. Because [I]nothing[/I] is worth [U]caring[/U] for, and no one can prove otherwise.

Husband? What's the use in caring for[I] him[/I]? So he can rub in your face that you aren't [I]perfect[/I] by bringing in other [U]women[/U].

Children? So they can suck the life out of you, the money from your bank account, then [I]abandon [/I]you, [U]leaving[/U] you in an old-folks home to [I]rot[/I] away, not coming to see you until finally you are [B][U]dead[/U][/B] and[I] rotting[/I] in your [I]grave[/I]. And only then they visit [U]once[/U], on the day anyone who knows you will be there. Lest they be [I]judged[/I] by the unjust eyes of others. Right on the head, for who they are.

Friends? What are friends if they aren't just strangers you know. Strangers after [I]everything you have[/I]. Family. Money. Job.

But maybe you care for your mother, finally. Maybe you've realized how much she's done for you all these years. But that's unlikely. Perhaps you realized, again, it was all with [I]herself[/I] in mind.

Raise the child strong, have her marry well. She [I]might[/I] not put you into an old-folks home. She might [I]actually[/I] visit your grave [I]after[/I] the funeral. She might [I]not [/I]spend her money on everything [I]but[/I] you.