De-stressers

[FONT="Tahoma"][COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"]So lately been going on a RPG site hop these few days to let out some stress of the upcoming exams. Basically hopping from one RPG site to another, not sticking to one more than an hour or so. But considering how I've been here for more than a day, I'm going to safely assume the hop stops here.
I like Menewsha, though I don't have that many friends yet.

Yet.

Theres always hope.

But yeah, the stress. Tons of it, not all from just the exams. After seven years of living here, after finally settling in and growing closer to friends, its time to pack up and go.
Its depressing. Considering how I dont have any friends where I'm headed [SIZE="1"](somewhere still in Asia)[/SIZE], I'm terrified of whats to come. Alone in a new place.
Even though its my hometown, and my family's coming with, but its just not the same without that band of goofs I call friends. To be honest, I dont quite like making friends [SIZE="1"](in the real world anyway)[/SIZE].

I'm not trying to be mean or anything, its just that, meeting new people scare me, I doubt I ever give out good first impressions anyway. Plus I've just recently almost resolved some self confidence issues. Emphasis on the -recent-. I dont know if I'll be able to cope alone this time. I always had my friends to back me up whenever I was down. But now, I'll have to be independent. I have a feeling it's going to go downhill slightly.

But you know what they say: one step backwards, two steps forward.

Moving back and seeing the rest of my extended family would be fun. And I'll try to keep a positive mindset, to remain chipper and social. And new friends might be fun. But we'll see the outcome.

The idea of going back [I]scares me.
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New school, new faces... [I]scare me[/I]

An unfamiliar culture [SIZE="1"](after being away so long)[/SIZE]...[I] Scares me[/I]

The unknown future, [I][B]terrifies me[/B][/I].

But theres no choice. I'll have to take it a step at a time, and let whatever happen, happen.
I'll have to work to make it good, possibly even better than what I have right now.
But who knows? Not me for sure :| Such is the uncertainty of life.

Wish me luck~
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