A couple nights, I had the strangest dream...

On a journey with some people I think I must've known well, I was given the bones of a baby calf wrapped in long grasses.

The bones and grass transformed into a little boy with ash brown straight hair. I was the only one that nurtured him, and most others shunned him. I can't remember what his name was.

[SIZE="1"]Right now, I'm questioning a lot of things. .__.'
Like...
Why do my classmates look at me funny, but still ask where I am?
It's frustrating. I wish someone could just look at me like a normal human being. When I'm at work, they do. Why is it just my classmates?
Ugh. Oh well. I've had people tell me I look like a British model--but my attitude completely throws it off. @[email protected]'

That and I noticed something. I'm not meant for what most people dream about--relationships, families, etc. Truth be told, I dislike relationships. I'm very hesitant towards them.
If someone asks me out I'll either say "no" or dump them in three weeks maximum.
Sometimes I wonder if it's selfish, but it's just not me.
Someday maybe, but definitely not now. D;[/SIZE]

Well, maybe a little bit.
I've been having bad luck all week. :|
I mean, it's just plain stupid.

Mum had to go to the hospital and now has to use a walker around the house for a few weeks. At least she's okay, though. Work was a blur, graduation was delayed, I gained a few pounds, it's reeeaaally hot...
Meh, I'm just complaining.

I'm starting to think of old friends as jerks again. I just can't make up my mind. D; They're not jerks... but everyone is sometimes... Maybe I'm the jerk. I practically caused half of the drama. But they did, too!

What's wrong with the way I think? :cry: Even I think my brain's messed up.