Crumbling away

When everything in your life seems to be going wrong there is always atleast one thing that can pull your life around. For some people it may be friends, siblings, parents, or maybe even partners.
unfortunatly all of those things cannot help me. Friends:
out of reach
in a different state
my sibling is here but just not good enough
My parents are to hard to talk to
and don't even start with partners...
My boyfriend broke up with me because he felt like he could only talk to me by notes...

My life seems to be crumbling away into oblivian, but somehow there is something that keeps it together, if only by a string. unfortunately i am not sure exactly what it is but i thank it....