Hello my dear friends!

My second week is almost over. Lucky me. Things had been a bit more dramatic. The weather wasn’t all that great and that wasn’t really comfortable. The ground was very slippery and it was rather hard to find a dry place to sleep. I was lucky to find a small cave, which was occupied by a family of bats, something I didn’t mind at all.

I’ve been more at ease in the wilderness now. Knowing that there aren’t much predators around is quite nice, but I do get the feeling that something is following me and watching me closely. I’ve tried to see what it is, but I came back empty handed. I’m guessing that it’s just my imagination that wants me to freak out.
I hope you all liked my previous letter, by the way.
I’m quite well, I’m getting used to hunting and fishing, but I also started to recognize plants and herbs more quickly, which is quite useful.
Sadly I had to cut my hair though. A big part of it got stuck in some branches when I was setting traps. It was so knotted that it was faster and easier just to take my knife and cut it all off. It’s a big difference, but I do not dislike it. Perhaps I’ll keep my hair this way.

I hope that you all are well and that you are playing nice.

Love,
Jack Edward MacGaven
The Menewshan Vampire

To me. :P

[COLOR="DimGray"][CENTER]Well, my stalker was there tonight. Even though there's too many people there, and I didn't see him in the crowd, I saw him afterward when I walked towards my locker. He dressed up nicely, even though he's not part of the group that was being honnor. I have to say that he looks better like that. He walked up to me and congradulated me, and told me good job. I smiled and appreciate him alot. My friends and teachers are the only ones who shows that they cares and actually said nice stuff about me from time to time. Even though my mom was there with me, she never said anything that made me feel proud. My friends do. So I actually thinks that they are more important than my parents. He asked me if I could give him a hug. I gave him one in a very long time. He keep asking it everyday, and I would reject him. Even though he got rejected, he still hug me without being hugged back. My opinions about him changed from that moment. I don't know if it's good or bad. Cuz I still don't like him like him to the state that I would love to go out with him. But when we hugged, I feel a warm feeling in my heart and stomach. I am glad that he's still my friend even though I have been cold to him sometimes. [/CENTER][/COLOR]

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Just my first post. Watching 'The First 48' on tv, but may switch to doing something else.

So I'm going to Japan this summer. I'm buying more memory for my digital camera so I can take loads of pictures and movies.. I am wondering if I should stay in Japan longer than I originally intended. Right now this is the biggest decision on my mind, and I'm leaning towards yes. It's finally sunny out so I'm happy.

This year I don't think I'm going to be active on Menewsha. Perhaps later in the year around October..Otherwise I'm sorta..just not here. I have mentioned this before to some people..I mean I love menewsha. It's just I find myself often thinking that there must be something really dislikeable about me. I've been bullied plenty in my life. I've been called fake even though I am not fake at all. I grew up in a Christian home..Not a stable home mind you, but still I had values pounded into my head since birth(not that I understood them at such a young age)...

Maybe I'm too serious to be liked.. and far too gullible. I mean I don't expect people to lie to me, so often times I believe whatever I'm told unless I know otherwise or find it suspicious. My gullibility I think is what makes people think I'm an idiot. I am socially awkward. I hate crowded places.. I could go on and on. I'm not a bad person though. I have no bad intentions. I may seem a bit strange. and I am told my face is laughable because it's very easy to read. I just really hate when people assume I've done something wrong or have ill intentions. I'm not that type of person. Only a few people know me. And while I'm sad to say sometimes I can be brutally honest with my friends(especially them, I love my friends though), I still feel that I'm doing the right thing by telling them the truth. Don't get me wrong I do lie sometimes. Not often but sometimes. I just.. I'm not perfect at all..and I know that. I just wish I was more likable.