[FONT="Book Antiqua"]Ahaha, I'm so proud of my lameness :)

I was browsing through the art shops and came across one from which I'd love to buy art from in the future, so I tried looking for the thread subscription button. Unfortunately, I couldn't find it until I looked under thread options. XD So, I now I have two threads subscribed.:vicky:!

I know that there are a bunch more out there that I've yet to encounter, so if you happen to know of any, please let me know! (Hopefully, I'm not asking for something against Mene ToS )

Also, as a little reminder for myself as to what's to happen with my avatar: top-to-bottom. <- if this look fails, then -> bottom-up.
Oh, and by all means my avatar has just started on the look. The only items which I'm really using is the jacket, earrings and hair colour (I think).


Back to 'studying' for my exams now...
(...Am I the only one who tends to procrastinate even more when exams/midterms are around?)[/FONT]

I don't actually use the blogs a lot, but I figured it couldn't hurt a little to rant- I don't normally like to talk about my bad days for fear of coming across as a whiny brat. :x

Today didn't start out too badly- sure I'm still hacking cold germs over everything when I wake up, but I was ecstatic because I was almost done with an AMV I've been working on for months. I end up finishing the last thirty three seconds around 10:30 AM and I was practically shining with glee.

Of course, the moment I hit to publish the thing so I can post it on youtube, the day went straight to hell.

No matter what I do to try and fix it, from giving it some lee-way before the song starts to publishing in a different format, everything is exactly one second off which completely screws my actually rather well done timing.

Ready to put giving Windows death glares on hold for a few hours, I decided that I might as well write myself into hysterics on either the second chapter of my fanfiction or my half finished NaNoWriMo novel via Write-or-Die. It isn't until I actually get to the WoD site that I find out that it seems to be on the verge of a melt down and none but the main page works- and even that, only just barely. I was rather annoyed at that since I didn't buy the desktop version, but I brushed it off and decided to actually type without the punishment of my precious words being unwritten before my eyes if I stop hanging over my head. I did write all of my many stories and fanfics that way before I found out about Write or Die, after all. "Might as well work on Lore Corsair since it's getting close to the end of the year!" I told myself.
So I load up OpenOffice and sit there staring at it for several long minutes before I realize something; Not only have I managed to completely separate from the fictional world I made and forget what was suppose to happen next, I can't write more than a word without WoD's cruel punishment looming over me!

Getting more annoyed at today by the second, I load up some music on Youtube and log into a pet site I casually hangout on, reading a blog and a few articles on the side. After listening to one song a few times, I get the perfect idea for a picture inspired by one specific verse. Grabbing some nearby paper and my pencil, I attempt to draw it before totally giving up and quite nearly throwing it- clip board, pencil, eraser and all- back at the far corner of my desk. I appear to have Artists Block'd [I]so hard[/I] that I can't draw a basic stick figure without it sucking.

It's barely afternoon and I'm already well past ready for today to be freaking over. I'm also suspecting that I'm on the edge of completely falling apart into little, cold flavored Lathy pieces.

So now I'm sitting here, ranting about my not really so bad day, fearing to even be on the computer. Because the way today is going, I wouldn't be surprised if I managed to some how uninstall my OS by looking at it too hard. Maybe I'd delete all of my carefully built Sims neighborhoods by listening to holiday music. I have no idea, but I wouldn't put it past the universe right now. e_e

Bout fucking time. Pardon the language but I've only been begging for this point since sometime in October. This semester has been insane. Something tells me next semester is going to be worse though.. (shrug)

So I've been completely stuck, unable to really do any serious rp-ing because of finals (my last one is in four hours yay) but now I should have time to do so. Sure I have to bake tons (and I mean TONS) of cookies for christmas (I bake them completely from scratch), but I also have to go into my Mother's work and help organize shit there. Between the two however, I should be able to post in threads more and work on my stories.

SO IF WE'RE RP-ING AND YOU READS THIS! BE PREPARED FOR A WAVE OF POSTS

dammit lol

I have a story I'd love to update three more times before christmas (possible, but unlikely), another story I'd just like to update and so many people I must get back in contact with. Because of finals I've had to push away fun time with my friends and have practically cut myself off from them. Oops.

[CENTER][COLOR="Silver"]Well my formal stalker has kind of became my friend now. Not my best friend, just a friend. Even though some people are still thinking that it's cute and I should went out with him. I don't like him and if I ever will, it's only as a brother or something. Even though we got over the akward things that happened between us, I still thinks that he likes me still. Now I feel bad cuz if I went out with him, I am using him. If I don't, he made me feel bad. Ohh well, I can think it over when I have the time..Which I don't have right now, since there's a Science test on Wednesday and there's a lot of other hws.[/COLOR]

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im nt a girl that will go and talk back to my parents, thts really not like me..

the sound of an alarm tht my sis set the night b4 woke me up.. i dozed off a lil while after tht n didnt feel like goin to bed ne more..
so i watched tv n chat with my friend tht im currently waiting for to go chat with her again..

semester breakk... dun really have ne thing to do n i dun feel like doin anything heavy..
havent been "in the mood" lately.. n i think im losin my appetite..

i did not have breakfast until around 11 or mayb 12,, i cant really recall..
im nt starving myself, im just nt feelin really hungry you see.. and as i mentioned b4.. i am losin my appetite...

i get headaches almost everyday..
i told my maid to cook me noodles when my mom disagreed n told me to have my lunch..
i told her tht i dun feel like eating heavy yet especially since i havent had my breakfast..
n there she goes..
she scolded me.. sayinn tht i should have eaten it hours ago..
i knw tht she was ryt bt.. okay.. she was ryt..

i should pay attention to my eating habits more..
everything went OK after tht..
the eating problem wasnt exaggerated n i will leave this room soon since my maid is going to do some cleaning.. dun wanna end up dusty after taking my shower~~