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I'm standing here completely drained
I guess I have myself to thank
I'm so far gone from this world...
I think my brain just drew a blank

My arm is just so tired
From reaching out for something true
I stand alone in this prison in my mind
With no hope of seeing through

Time continues to pass me by
Just beyond these mental bars
No one will ever know the pain
Of my horrible mental scars

I feel as if I'm 50 feet up
Balancing on a high wire
I spent my whole entire life
Fighting for what I desire

I am locked away for life
I guess I have my mind to thank
My brains running on empty
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[FONT="Century Gothic"][SIZE="2"][COLOR="Blue"]Wow...I'm still quite unknown...but I like it here! Ohh...my graduation ring just glimmered in the sunlight while I was typing and I lost track of everything...there we go again. It shimmered it's powers of amnesia. OKay watev...

I'm still working on the sakura blossom ball...I haven't had time with all this family drama going on and other events I've had to practice for. Waking up to your father bitching about you is not most glorious thing ever...

Woot! I can play As you Wish by Alesana on the flute! Yeyyy~

My newest origami has been the jackson cube...mine is only orange but this is what it looks like :

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Team Go!!! (allies)
Mai
Kenji
Nina
Hiro
Nana
Shinobu
Max
Rengo
Kimi
Ryu
Kiyo

Team Infinity (enemy)
Amaya
Rin
Dan
Michelle
Kishi
Mary
Beth
Richard
Chris
Yoko

ok, fourth day on mene.
not much to talk about.
i still really miss my boyfriend. my friend says i obsess over him, but i don't think so. i bet she would do the same things i do if they lived 9 hours away from each other, in different timezones, and states. i bet she would look forward to talking to him every day and the occasional phone call if she knew that the next time she would see him in person would be next summer.
but oh well. i don't care if she thinks i obsess over him. i know i don't.

it's gonna be a lot harder to talk to him every day once school starts, because we both have sports almost year round, so we're gonna have to come up with some sort of schedule or something, idk.
in the fall, he's got football, i've got soccer.
in the winter, we've both got basketball.
in the spring, he's got track, i've got fastpitch.
weekends during school, i'm always busy.
how are we going to do this??

before i started dating ryan, I wasn't allowed to go on the computer for anything else than email.
just to forewarn you people who read these [if there are any], i won't be writing on weekdays starting september 9th.
on top of sports, we're both going into eighth grade, so homework will not be on our side.

i hope it will all work out.

later
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Well, I'm at college now. It's so odd, while I was at home the golden days of summer seemed to go on and on, even though I was perfectly aware that I would be leaving and measuring the days. Now I'm here and it doesn't feel like a dream, but it does feel like it's temporary. In my mind I've realized that a chapter of my life has finished and a new one has begun, but in my heart this is just... incidental. Like a summer program, a week or two at the most. Really I think it's a combination of the two. It's a new phase of my life yes, but that doesn't make my home any less... well, my home.
My roommate and I both have simple tastes, keeping the room mostly bare. We are also somewhat isolated from the rest of our floor, being in a corner separated by the kitchen from our closest neighbor.
Less noise says my mind, less interaction says my heart.
Easier transition says my mind, missing essential freshman experiences says my heart.
I'm homesick already, I don't know what this will be like.
I feel better when I'm outside my dormroom and don't have time to mope.