[FONT=Garamond][SIZE=4][COLOR=DarkOrchid]So I haven't really been active on here for various reasons. Better sites I go on and the fact I kinda dislike Menewsha for other various reasons. I do log on once in a blue moon for friends and events.
So anyway, irl, I am engaged now. To the same boy I spoke of in my other entry. It's been 9 months but it's going strong. We argue like normal couples do and such things but I am ready to settle down with him. <3[/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT]

So, basically it scares me to death that god might actually be speaking through me when i do my bible lessons. I wont know anything hardly about something then ill open my bible randomly pick a verse that speaks to me and teach it to my family (they chose me because i understand it better) but i will go into the lesson unprepared not knowing anything then ill read the verses out loud and all of a sudden i know all this stuff about it and i give this amazing lesson and i really think its god speaking through me... its kind of scary but amazing. However, i am a woman so i cant really do anything about it at my church unless i wish to be a sunday school teacher for little kids but i feel i should do so much more with my gift. and even then they will make me be rebaptized because my church is particular about stuff and i dunno, i don't want to be rebaptized because i feel that is making me non-valid in my faith up until now.

[B][CENTER][COLOR="Magenta"]Normally, I'm not one to vent. But I am sooo beyond pissed, it's amazing. Last summer, my aunt and uncle went out drinking and I watched my cousin for them. THey didn't get home until 4am and my aunt wanted to beat me up. I swore to them that I'd never do it again.
Go figure, I give in, but I tell them not to drink.
Yeah right.
They're so damn drunk, that my uncle can't get out of the car and they're screming in the middle of the street. Not to mention it's nearly 5am, and they live in the effing ghetto.
I am sooo tired and now I can't go home and go to bed. I swear if I wasn't so afraid of getting robbed/raped/shot I'd walk...
I hope someone calls the cops. :headdesk:
Ok I'm done.[/COLOR][/CENTER][/B]

[INDENT][INDENT][INDENT][SIZE="1"][COLOR="DarkOrange"][B]I have a migraine headache that is killing me and keeping me from completing my college application. God, it hurts like hell. I'll have to wake up early in the morning to finish it.

I'm going to finish Drumline, and then I'm going to bed.[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE][/INDENT][/INDENT][/INDENT]

[COLOR="MediumTurquoise"]I am making a new valentines day avatar that it really.:cool:[/COLOR]