[FONT="Garamond"][SIZE="2"]: so a blog eh? can you tell I'm Canadian? xD, umm I've never really written a blog before and I don't intend to make it a crazy regular thing, maybe once every few months just to give you an update or something? :

: not like anyone is going to read it anyway :sweat: but it's something to do I guess :3 :

: so I'm a noob :sweat: and I really like the site thus far, earning gold is much harder than other sites like GAIA and I'm really wanting to get into it; seeing as this site hasn't been up for too long, I'd like to see if I can get a hold of one of every event and contribution item; yesh I know, big task :3 but I'm sure if I keep at it and don't fall too far behind I should be okay :

: plus, donations are greatly appreciated and I always thank you dearly :3 :

: anywhoo, um, this is the end I suppose, umm yeah...nice talking to y-...no one? :

: xD, bai bai :[/SIZE][/FONT]

[SIZE="1"][FONT="Impact"][COLOR="Navy"]Procrastination[/COLOR] [COLOR="Purple"]is[/COLOR] [COLOR="DarkGreen"]my[/COLOR] [COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"]curse.[/COLOR][/FONT][/SIZE]

[I][FONT="Book Antiqua"][SIZE="3"][COLOR="DarkOrchid"]I really hate it when Photoshop stops responding before I've saved anything.


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Yesterday, was same-ole same-ole. Except, yesterday I finally remembered my Menewsha username. :D I still haven't seen my friend Kenidy though since we finally spoke to each other since last Thursday or Friday. I hope nothing happened or her mom had problems with me being friends with her 12-year-old daughter since I'm 17. About, all we done was chat, listening to music, and hangout on Gaia. So, hopefully her and her brother are alright.

[FONT="Century Gothic"]the twilight movie will soon be launch!! it's on November and Edward is soooooooo hot:P
the cast is great. Bella is beautiful...i cant remember who that teenage actress is, but the last time i saw was in the Catch That Kid movie. Oh well. [/FONT]

I was so stupid to think that I could do this. I'm not disciplined enough. I'm skipping my GED classes and now I'm scared to death that I am going to fail my test. I've messed up my life horribly for one person and I'm scared to death my life is going to fall apart and I won't be able to support her or my future family. I feel utterly and completely helpless. I'm thinking about going back to Gervin (my highschool) and enrolling again, but that'll make her mad, so I'm at a loseXlose situation. Not only that, my parents insurance doesn't cover me anymore now that I am 18 and the fact that no one is willing to hire me, it's downright distressing. I feel like my life is falling apart before my eyes. I dunno what to do, I'm stuck.. I need a way out..