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I told Seiki about one of my major problems going on and it was just sooo relieving seeing as I couldn't tell any of my friends the whole story. He says I should tell him because he deserves to know since we're friends and even though he doesn't like me, I still want to clear the air and be an honest friend since he deserves it since he's always honest with me. But I don't want to feel like I'm selfish and putting my own interests first. But whatever, I'm telling him...but whether to tell him Friday or Saturday [since I guess I'm going to his sister's birthday now...]. But I want to give him time to process it before going off to PI for a month. So I guess I'll tell him Friday at Disneyland, and then we can still talk or whatever at his sister's party [kinda but not really] the next day so I can make sure everything's cool between us.
I guess that's how I'm going to do it. Wish me luck he won't do anything crazy stupid and we'll still be friends. That's all I'm hoping for...and that he'll still continue to be honest with me, no matter how he thinks it might hurt me...I want the truth, no matter how brutal.

Loser needs to call me back soon I swear. I'm going to kick his ass. Hahahah spiicayyyyy. XD LMAO.
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Oh my god! This would be so embarassing if someone read it! But oh well, xD This blog is not embarrasing. I'm thinking of changing my name to 'Ruru' which is my nickname in real life. xD

[CENTER][SIZE="3"][COLOR="Purple"][FONT="Arial Narrow"]Over the last few months, there has either been a few deaths to family friends or relatives, or an anniversary(people I knew personally). Or a time limit set on someones life (today).

Lets make a list, Shall we?

March-
Aunt Monica (dad's oldest sister)- 3 year anniversary of death. Cancer

May-
Opa (dad's father)- 5 year anniversary of death. Heart attack. Retired Sergeant Major from the US Army. Retired from other things as well... My personal idol-like hero.
Mr. and Mrs. Stump (family friends)- Died within a week of each other. Old couple. I do not know cause of death precisely. (army)

June-
Dave S. (Friend of family)- Died from heart problems
Cliff(friend of family)- Died from lung froms. Honary soldier who fought in the Vietnam War, where he recieved many medals, including 3 purple hearts.
Uncle Luie's mom(friend of family)- I do not know what from.
Barry (family friend)- Diabetes
Mrs. Bags(family friend)- cancer
Great Uncle Sam- I do not know cause of death either. He was also in the army.

July-
Barry (family friend)- Cancer
Aunt Beth (Mom's older sister)- 1 year anniversary of death. Liver problems
Uncle Robert(mom's youngest sister's husband)- Found out he has a year to 2 years to live or something like that from some some heart-related fit.

August-
Great Aunt Margarette- I do not know death

November-
Noah(9 year old cousin at time of death, mother's side)- 2nd death, technically. Drowned at age 3. Revived after around 45min work. Comatose state 'til death, and essentially a vegetable the final year. 3 year anniversary of death coming up.

Other than that, there have been 3 other deaths unrecorded by me since I really do not know who they are, i never met them. They were old friends of my family.

There are other relatives as well. xD I do not know when they died and I do not remember ever meeting them either so yeah....

Basically, all these deaths, and anniversary of deaths, and an announcement of death are all kind of depressing....

However, how everyone is going lately, I wouldn't be surprised when we here of yet ANOTHER death.

Ugh....
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[B]Who else is ready to see this film?[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE]
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[INDENT][INDENT][INDENT][SIZE=1][COLOR=DarkOrange][B]I work one day this week. This so isn't going to work for me. I'm looking for a new job starting Wednesday.[/B][/COLOR][/SIZE]
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