Hi everyone!!
I'm kinda new to this blog stuff so I'll just blablabla a bit :P
I'm supposed to study, but I'll write my blog first and then I'll go back to my Economics...I don't like it and I can't do it very well... Luckily I still have untill Wednesday to study!!

[I][FONT="Book Antiqua"][SIZE="3"][COLOR="DarkOrchid"]Oh, ho, ho. Yeah. I fail.

I forgot that my thing had to be submitted by midnight this morning; I thought that I had until five p.m. today. So I don't get a paycheck for three more weeks, and I need to pay for... Let's see.... Gas tonight, tomorrow, the day after, and the day after that... Probably three days next week.... And three days the week after that. Twenty dollars a day. $80 this week.... Fuckity fuck fuck fuck. I don't have $200. There is no possible way for me to come up with $200. And I can't borrow it from the one person who would normally let me, because HE has no money. I can't put it on my card because--it's a debit card! If I had a fucking CREDIT card, I'd be good. I could put it all on when I get my next paycheck. But, nooo. "We" decided that I should have a DEBIT card, because I wouldn't keep track of my spending on a credit card. Which means that I can get hit up with a zillion dollars in overdraft fees if I either (a) go to an ATM or (b) use the debit card like a credit card. At which point the fees would, of course, be far greater than anything else. (I mean, hello, we're talking about the same great system that hits a $29 overdraft charge on a $5 charge. A $125 overdraft charge on a $20 over charge. And other exciting and equally random charges.) *dies*

Oooh, yea. And I can't NOT work for the next few weeks, because then I don't get the money to go back over and pay for THIS stuff.

Goody, goody, fucking gosh.

And now I'm awake. It's 7:14 in the fucking morning; normally a fire wouldn't be able to rouse me. But the money-worrying IS quite awakening; thanks loads. *dies once more*

You know, it was going alright. Not great, but it was looking up. I was going to be able to cover this week through the end. And then I'd get paid. But now? Oh, ho, ho. No. Now I'm SCREWED.[/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT][/I]

[FONT="Verdana"][COLOR="DarkRed"][B][I]I hate being sick![/I][/B]

Spent the last 24 hours sleeping on and off, never awake for more than 3 hours at a time.

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[CENTER][SIZE=2][COLOR=DeepSkyBlue]I just finished reading the Twilight Series again. It only took me a week. I thought it would take longer since I've read them enough times that I should be bored with them by now. But I never get tired of them haha.

I noticed so many grammar errors this time while I was reading through them though. Words missing where they should be, spelling errors, lack of capitalization and punctuation. It was a mess. However, I'm not really worried about it. I was able to fill in the missing pieces while reading through it myself. You know how you put in words that should be there to make something right? That's what I was doing, especially through Eclipse. There were a lot of errors there.

I'm so excited for Breaking Dawn. It's like it's mocking me by not coming out until August. I wonder if I could find a leaked copy online haha. That would totally make my day. I could be like "I know what happens and it's so good blah blah blah". Honestly though, after reading the first chapter of Breaking Dawn in the special edition of Eclipse, I'm kind of brooding over what I think will happen, what I'm hoping happens, and all that good stuff. I have to be honest here though; I kind of hope that Bella dies this time. I'm tired of her whining really. But it's just that in the prelude where it shows an excerpt from the book, it seems like she's going to be killed by someone she loves because she talks about giving her life to that person. Or maybe that's the other narrator? I'm pretty sure it's Bella, but my theory is that she'll be tracked down by Jacob, and they'll have to fight. Its a lame theory of course, but it's all I've got xD

We'll just have to wait and see I suppose : (
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Not much happened today. I stayed up until 8 am. I wanted to stay up all day, but that didn't work out. Woke up around 3:30 in the afternoon and chilled. I was supposed to fix my corset, I think I'll do that later this evening. I've got work tomorrow and Tuesday. Gah. At least I get paid this week. I'll have about 400 bucks in the bank now. Sweeet. I have father's day presents to buy so yeah, I'll need it. I'm thinking of buying some clearance things online, I still have yet to buy two sets of this month's cis, and I'm really starting to get into this punk thing. My look feels so boring and worn out now. I'm more prep-dressed [without the name brands] than punk, but I'm thinking some good punk items in my closet will help me in case I feel like dressing up. Speaking of dressing up, I'm thinking of getting [and or making] some more dresses. I have three casual ones in my closet. One that doesn't look good on me anymore and another that I don't really like [brown/green stripes bleh]. The other one I just wore, but it takes all sorts of hell to fix me up so I look good in it. I want something that I can practically throw on and look awesome in, thanks. :/ I shouldn't have to conform to the dress.
Speaking of dresses too, I still have to finish my Una dress. I'm hoping to work on it Thursday or so. Omgoshhhh I can't believe we're filming the movie on Tuesday and Wednesday!!!!!
It's seriously going to be awesome. Problem is, it's mostly adlib and I'm not really good at acting. If I have a rehearsed speech, it's sooooooo much better. I'm sure chica will be great since she's awesome at freestyling [rapping too], but I'm not good at all. When I make a rap, I have to write it down, go over it a few times, see if there's anything that's better, etc. Things don't automatically come to my mind like with chica. I did make one confessional which is what I'll probably use, and I don't think I'm doing more than one confessional, maybe two and the other one will probably just be me talking about arriving there which is pretty easy for the most part.
It's the other parts which freak me out. Like what I'm going to say when I meet up with chica's character and what to say...though I'm sure we won't say much of anything, but what I'm going to talk about with the other people. I'm thinking maybe conversing a little bit with the bookworm and Julio, though I don't think I can manage to really see eye to eye with the other characters. Perhaps Jayvee's character [the chef], but I doubt it. Definitely not chica's character, and not the frat boy or model. Oh! Nina's character I could talk to too. Hahaha. This is so weird though. Have I mentioned how much I hate adlibing?
How come whenever I intend to write a small blog, it comes out huuuuge with tons of rambling and when I want to write something bigger, like essays, it comes out much smaller? o.0 I find that incredibly odd. Maybe I should decide that I want a three page essay and have it come out to be seven pages. XD
I dunno. Whatever.

Let's see...dressed up yesterday in that terrible dress I told you about earlier where it takes forever to get ready. I didn't even know I had to dress up until the last minute. Baddddd. And I was rushing so we were twenty minutes late and my corset kept poking me so when we got there after a while, I excused myself to the CR to take it off. When I got there, I couldn't shove it in my small bag so I looked everywhere for a bag to put it in and found an empty clear trash bag I decided to use. I know, icky, but still I had nothing else so I shoved it in there, and tied it up, and walked back to my seat which was conveniently one of the closest to the bathroom. :] We were stuck at an overflow table because people took our seats. Ugh. Whatevers. I didn't want to sit with those bitches anyways. Ma told me to bring my ipod so right when I stuck it in my ear, she would say something or talk to the people across from us and try to get me in the conversation. Bitch. You wanted me to bring my music, don't get me to talk. I'm doing this because you bought my clothing and I owed you.
Speaking of that, it should come in tomorrow or Tuesday. I can't wait, seriously. It's going to be freaking spectacular. OH! And I found lipstick in the kitchen [I know, wtf?] that was the same shade as the one I was using, but in MUCH better condition. The other one was dying on me and near falling off so it took forever to get it right on my lips. I swear I near used ten tissues.

Gah. Enough rambling. I'm going to play snake because I spent so much gold and need to gain it back, then I'm going to fix my corset, and go to sleep [early I hope].
Laters. <3
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