[color=#2B547E]So... I love the new item update! So many colors! O. o

I was really surprised when I went to look through the shops and it took like 2 or 3 pages to see them all! The only hard part now is deciding what to get... I don't really have a lot of gold so... Yeah... I first thought I'd get some of the Atlantis items since I'm completely in love with the aqua color but now I'm not so sure...

Lately I've been getting sick of my dream avis too so I deleted my wish list. I'm going to wait to recreate my quest thread until after the next MAC update. Caroline said that there should be an update sometime this month so I'm pretty excited. Now I'm just wondering how long it will take to download now that I'm back to the crappy dial-up for the summer... T_T[/color]

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I'll be gone for about 36 hours now... ^^ *feels lame saying it* I spend too much of my time here XD

I'm visiting my grandparents, and I don't feel right going online at their place when granddad is as sick as he is. I have to spend time with him before he goes...

I'll be going to our cabin in the mountains, tho, for a one-night sleep over and fishing trip XD
I need the exercise...
I'm afraid the heat will kill me tho...
The average of 30 degrees Celsius (86 Fahrenheit) we have nowadays is more than my body can cope with in a good way... The scorching sun and my fear of being burnt by it only makes it worse....

I like going there tho. It's very peaceful ^^
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[SIZE="1"][COLOR="SeaGreen"][B][CENTER]I really don't know what's going on with that boy. Maybe I'm freaking out because I'm PMSing//just starting my period but I rarely PMS so that's not very likely orrr I'm getting rather annoyed with him because... uhhh... I should be?

So, I told him about Amber bothering me, yes? Yes. I told him Tuesday after school, and we hung out for a few hours. That was the last time I've seen him. I asked if he were going to go to the choir awards, he nodded his head and said probably. He didn't show. I texted him twice, once asking him if he were actually coming and the second telling him he's missing out on the awards he's gotten. I never got a reply. The next day at school, I texted him something rather exciting around noon -- he replied once. That's it. The conversation could've gone on a lot further. So I just kind of left him alone, figured he was busy. [[He actually usually texts me a lot during the day]] If anything, he would've sent me a text around 8pmish to talk until I went to bed. That didn't happen either. So I just continued to wait. And wait. Then I did it again -- I texted him around the afternoon while at school. This time, though, I got two replies! Likewise, though, the conversation could've lasted for a while. So yesterday I started getting kind of... irritated. Not seeing him for a few days doesn't bother me but not talking to him, when it's normal for us to text throughout the day, bothers me. I told Cayla and Pam the short version of this and they were pretty shocked. Especially since Arie had actually gone to Cayla's house... the night I tried texting him. So it's not like he's avoiding people because of graduation, which I thought was a possibility. Last night was the only conversation I've had with him possibly all week. Even before Tuesday, there wasn't much contact -- yet more than there is now. I haven't heard from him today yet, either. I was kind of expecting him to text me sometime in the morning to see how I was doing after last night, because he usually does when I get upset, but he hadn't. I don't think I'll hear from him tonight, as he has a show, either.

Agh, it's just so annoying. As far as I know, I'm the only person he's "avoiding". And it's really getting on my nerves. Quickly. If this seriously has to do with me telling him how him talking to Amber makes me feel, then that's just bullshit. All I did was explain my feelings, I didn't tell him to stop talking to her or anything. So, if that's what his problem is with me right now, then he can go shove it because that's just ridiculous.

I'm just hoping that this not intentional or that he's been busy [[doubt it]]. -sigh-

If this continues for about one or two more days, I'm going to have serious problems with this boy.[/CENTER][/B][/COLOR][/SIZE]

[FONT="Comic Sans MS"][color=#ff6600]I find myself relieved. I spent the whole week babysitting from 8am to 1pm. This means I've been getting up at 7am every day this week in order to have the time I need to wake up and get my motor going for the day.

I got lucky today, though. The housekeeper was there, so I had to take my young charge and get out of her way for a couple of hours. We went to the ZOO, the pet store (it has a nifty fish room that she loves), and we ate lunch at McDonald's. While the fast food trip wasn't really good for my whole weight loss thing... I don't feel so bad because I also had my workout this afternoon. I feel even better about McDonald's cuz the kidlet went and played in the play place for almost an hour. It meant I got to sit and enjoy some peace, despite the noises of running and screaming children, and she got to have lots of fun and get some exercise. All in all I feel really good about the whole thing.

I was thinking now, that I've got a fairly boring existence these days. I don't go out much, I don't have a lot of friend drama, and I'm not on vacation yet... Well technically I'm on Summer break, but I'm not on my next trip yet, and Max won't be in town for another... two months? Something like that...

Anyway, today was pretty good. And I kinda like having a blog thing to work on that's integrated with a site I'm on. I don't really use my Gaia blog. I did use it for those growing/hatching egg things... but that died pretty quickly, and no one really cared.

But I think it's not been a bad day. So I guess I'll just leave it at that for now![/color][/FONT]

[CENTER][COLOR=DeepSkyBlue][SIZE=2]I'm off to my interview of Kohl's now! Wish me luck.

And I'll give you my latest college drama later whenever I get back and get some things done : )
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