lol okay...well...because I live with my grandmother now, I've been finding it kind of difficult to..."relieve myself" o_o'

[B]Stop readding if you don't talk about a gay man's sex life.[/B]

I just can't have a 'normal' sex life as long as I live here, but I have to stay. She needs care and I'm not sending her away for it. I'd rather take care of her. But I just can't have the same life as before.

Things that I used to do are not longer the same. My life, and sex life, have changed since I've started living here...and it's killing me! T_T

She's okay with me being gay, but I wouldn't want to disrespect her by having sex in her home. I also can't seem to bring myself...to...self gratify...gah...I think I'm blushing now. I shall go...

I miss you penis...</3
XD

[CENTER][SIZE=2][COLOR=DeepSkyBlue]Was one of the best days I have had in a really long time, despite the random nose bleed that I just got a few minutes ago. God, I hate those.

But today was so amazing. My grandmother's present and dedication to me for graduation made me cry so hard you guys. I love her to death!

But yeah. Today was pretty amazing. I'm happy its over.
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[CENTER][FONT=Comic Sans MS][SIZE=3][COLOR=purple][B]Per aspera ad astra!!!![/B][/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT]
[B][FONT=Comic Sans MS][SIZE=1][COLOR=#800080]-through difficulties to the stars, a latin phrase.[/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT][/B][/CENTER]

[CENTER][B][FONT=Comic Sans MS][COLOR=royalblue]Today is the last day of my junior highschool year. It is kind of hard to believe...[/COLOR][/FONT][/B]
[B][FONT=Comic Sans MS][COLOR=#4169e1]This week has been finals week, and it made me really realise just how bad I was strugglin in one of my classes, precalcus. Yesterday I took the final for that class and I am 99% sure I failed it. I know that the teacher said she was going to curve because an earlier classes average on it was a 60. I hope she does it for our class as well, but sadly the people include the top 6 students in my junior class soo... I am just hoping I made a 40 on the exam at least so I can pass the course. Geometry and Precalculus are the only two math classes I have ever struggled with. Algebra is easy to. Hell, the math done in science classes, such as physics, and economics are easy to me. I do not know what it is about those two courses that get me though. Our teacher can teach, don't get me wrong. It is something on my end that needs the fixing. I know my father is going to be disappointed, and that is what hurts me the most about it.[/COLOR][/FONT][/B][/CENTER]

[CENTER][B][FONT=Comic Sans MS][COLOR=#4169e1]My other finals have been easy though. Like I said, Precalculus is the only class I have been struggling with all year. xD[/COLOR][/FONT][/B][/CENTER]

[CENTER][B][FONT=Comic Sans MS][COLOR=#4169e1]But at least today is the last day with the easiest exams of the all: American Literature and Pre-engineering(we have to make a webpage and that is almost as easy as breathing to me xD).[/COLOR][/FONT][/B][/CENTER]

[CENTER][B][FONT=Comic Sans MS][COLOR=#4169e1]Wish me luck with passing Precalc though!!![/COLOR][/FONT][/B][/CENTER]


[CENTER][B][FONT=Comic Sans MS][SIZE=6][COLOR=indigo]YAY FOR SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!![/COLOR][/SIZE][/FONT][/B][/CENTER]

[color=#a0199b][size=1]I joined Menewsha one year ago today. From then, i've been on and off during different periods of time, sometimes active, sometimes screwed over by school to the point where I couldn't get on. This feels so odd to be saying this. This year was a ninja. I dunno where it went. xD

So, basically...yeah. That's all for now.[/size][/color]

[COLOR="RoyalBlue"][CENTER][FONT="Century Gothic"]Foot's broken. Band's split. Freddy's in the hospital.

Lemme get this straight with everyone. [U]Drinking and driving is NOT okay. Deciding not to wear your seatbelt is NOT okay.[/U] I honestly find myself lucky to be alive. No one is dead, but everyone's banged up. Freddy's skull is fractured, my foot is broken, and Joshua's got a LOT of bruises.

But please, heed this if nothing else.[/COLOR][COLOR="Red"] Don't drink and drive.[/FONT][/CENTER][/COLOR]