[COLOR="DarkRed"][font=black rose]Well it's funny... I'm 17 right now, in exactly 17 days I shall be 18. For the last 3 1/2 years spent in high scool, life felt like [B]HELL[/B]! Now, I know most if not all of high school students feel like that, and that others have felt like that.
Well it was a very trying experience, from fist fights, to back stabbing, to crime, and more...
And from all that, I finally came out stronger... I am a young woman who researches Wiccanism, so that I may put it into practice. Have you ever been teased for being a Witch, for worshiping the Devil? You can say whatever you want to these people but they have a mob mentality.
Coming from a mainly African-America and Spanish school... you see a lot of good looking people, there was maybe about 10 Caucasian kids in the whole school the whole time I was there... 3 Asians, and like 10 Africans... But really it was one of the most ghetto places you'd ever go to school.
A couple years back, before they changed the laws, you could go into the Freshman Only building safely, without repercussion; you get arrested for getting caught in there without a pass or without a class in that building.
Something else, like every other school Jocks and Cheerleaders on top, DJs, Fashionistas/Dancers, Athletes, Outcasts...
I was both Athlete and Outcast. This was alright, but you know Jocks and Cheerleaders, always gotta be up in someone's Kool-Aid. But I managed to stay out of many confrontations. This last years, God I couldn't wait to be out of there... The things that had happened, most of the bad some good, I was happy to be released into the real world.
Then gosh darn it, I fell into procrastination heavy as heck! It was hard, to deal with everything coming at me. Having more responsibility than usual, actually having fun! See my mother depraved me of slumber parties and just plain hanging with my friends. High school girls take that for granted, the ability to spend time with their friends and have fun...
So then I got into, 'some things' since Mene is PG-13 I don't wanna elaborate but you could probably guess it. I've been living in a haze since June 25, 2012... I can't even remember my life I partied so hard. But there was a deep rooted pain there. Issues left over from childhood, so many scars never fully healed, lies and hopes.
It was all becoming too much, but then I had an epiphany! I can make my life whatever I want, if I'm in so much pain I have to change what does that to me. People aren't going to disrespect me and I just lay down and take it. I am a woman now, I know what the world is about, I let go of the pain and embraced life.
I'm happy, I'm healthy and I'm living life, now my focus is on my Massage Therapy career to be and my fashion sketches, I won't let anyone deter me from what I want, the man I love will help me through it all and I'm truly thankful that I have him. Life is worth living, all that darkness and death is for those who don't have what us Fortunate have.
We are the Fortunate to have resources and people at our sides, but not those of the Darkness, I hope that one day they shall find the light.
Thank you for reading! <3[/font][/COLOR]