Dear Paul

Dear Paul,

I love the way you laugh, and smile, and the way you scoot around your house when you're in a hurry. My world comes to a grinding halt when you look at me the way that you do, and each kiss takes my breath away. You make my head foggy and my knees weak. Falling asleep next to you is a bliss that is indescribable.

I want to hold you and tell you that no matter what, I will never leave you. I will never let you suffer this world alone, and if you wanted me by your side for the rest of your life, all you need to do is ask me.

If only you knew how much I am in love with you. If only I had the courage to tell you. If only I did not think that things would end, and badly, if I told you.

Maybe some day the time will be right. Maybe someday I will not think that matters of love do not end in my favor. Maybe someday I will have the courage to tell you. That day is not now. Though I have a sneaking suspicion that you know, I will never know for sure...

Love,
Me