[SIZE="1"][COLOR="deeppink"] [CENTER]I enjoy seeing that the two blog entries where I talked about jiu-jitsu and my injuries has about 300 views compared to my other ones that only have in 100-200's~ xD I'm wondering who has been reading... I don't really post about interesting things! > o < I guess getting hurt is interesting!! xD

Not sure what to talk about...
eight months have past since I last made an entry! [/CENTER]

Small update maybe? Will just list things!
♥ Still love pink, girly things~
♥ I didn't join touch football or rugby again... just not enough time to dedicate to daily practices!
♥ Joined Student Council, Graduation Committee, Environmental Club
♥ Happily involved in school with pretty friends!!
♥ Left jiu-jitsu... (Sorry! No more injury blog entries xD) I really liked the guys there, still talk to some of them but they are ages 20+, mainly in late 20's and couldn't relate to them that much... some guys I could tell liked me so it was uncomfortable sometimes... ; o ; I will spare the details!
♥ Working in hospital in my afternoons! Only one more credit to finish! So with free afternoons, at hospital for school, the interviews were scary!! But I was accepted to both hospitals I chose! Ended up choosing geriatrics in this one hospital~
♥ Want to become a nurse! ^^
♥ Ahh~ the patients are sooo kind to me... first day and onwards made me feel very happy! Always greeting me with "pretty girl", "lovely", etc! and they all like me!! So I'm super happy with hospital(♥^ o ^♥) /
♥ Applied to university and colleges, accepted to a few so far... still few more months to wait for others! D:

[CENTER]Uhmm, not sure what else to mention but talking to myself through this blog is odd... not used to it xD It's hard to try to explain how life is now~ It's currently 2:30am-ish and still awake, was trying to finish hospital clinical diagnoses assignment! Then thought to check Menewsha again! Will not be fun in morning class~ O: But I guess will update bit more, just for myself first~ nice to keep note of what life was like and when?

It feels like Menewsha has not changed since I last left, still see some same old friends! But I just checked on Ella and her account was probably inactive too long... will need to email her!!♥ I wonder where everyone else went, maybe will send message to everyone! And get everyone's email~ or can message me if want mine!
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[COLOR="DarkGreen"][CENTER]As 2009 almost over and 2010 is coming, I keep worring about school and my future. Future. One of the thing that my parents love to control. Whatever i wanted to be when I grown up is my decision. Even though they are my parents, they are suppose to encourage me, not to tell me that the things I like sux and you should do this instead. All my life I had been told of what to do and what not to do. I am getting tired and annoyed from hearing that over and over again. Can't they at least give me some personal space and let me do the decision instead of them? The choice they made impact mine life. Not theirs. I don't want to live a life/doing something I hate all because of my parents and the decisions they made for me. I just wish that they could allow me to decide on what to do with my life and stop telling me what to do. I am getting older and should allow to decide on my own. When I was little, I wish that I could be a rain drop. They are free from being control by others/parents. And I thought that being born was the worest thing that happened to me since I experience so many emotional pain that cause by my parents.[/CENTER][/COLOR]

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