OMG I'm losing my mind

Okay so I'm not losing my mind, but I should be. I can't find a good job, I can't seem to get started in school and I don't have that many friends any more. Being gay 'all of a sudden' does that I guess.
My best friend Peaches is in the same boat as me, but she isn't gay.
I know that things have been hard for both of us, more her then me, but we've been dealing with it fairly well. Though there are time I'm wish that we could just run away together. Though that's impossible. Neither one of us has a place to go.

That was just my little rant. She's in a bad moon, which makes me in a bad mood....the world is a revolving pile of shit.