It's been a while since I last posted a blog. Well a lot has happened since the last blog. My boyfriend dumped me again for the third time. His reason for dumping me this time was so that I could open my eyes and see what I was losing. Of course I'm not even going to try to convince him to take me back. I can't deal with him anymore. Since he has dumped me I've been offered to move to Japan with a friend of mine. But I don't think I'm going to go because right now I think it's best I stay here near family. Now my last ex boyfriend is trying really hard to get back with me but I told that right now I want to have time to myself. So for now I'm on a dating hiatus. I think that's about it about what has been going on.

I can't believe he that!!:o I mean I thought that things were going great and then he just dumps me. His reason for doing is so many different reasons that I can't even remember them all. This sucks beyond all reason. Then I'm starting to think that emo guys are so beyond sexy and all my friends think that I'm weird and at the same time they have no idea for what the heck I'm talking about. I swear my life sucks right now. I don't know what to do anymore.

Me and my boyfriend have worked things and everything seems to be ok. The only problem right now is that my mom keeps bad mouthing him and I can't stand. Everytime I try to say something to her about it she snaps on me and tries to tell me that I'm wrong for saying something to her. Right now I'm starting to understand why I'm starting to get grey hair and I'm only 22.

Why does boyfriend always tell me things at the last minute? We have been planning on living together when he moves and he just told me yesterday that he was moving in two weeks. So now I'm like how am I suppose to get the transfer that I need to go to the store that near where we're moving to and get all of my stuff packed up without even knowing where exactly we're moving to. I know the area but I just don't know the exact spot. He's trying to figure out why I'm upset about it. I just don't understand him sometimes.